@joancabz 16 September 2021 more from that month

I am done with my first set of classes. It was not so good and not bad. There are some student who cannot barely understand or not trying their best in the lesson . I am bit stressed but at least it ended quickly . I did not mind even if he keeps on saying I don't know. I am very patient but sometimes it can be tested by others. I am always keeping myself composed and not get angry but it cannot be helped. I took a long off from work to feel relaxed but I need to keep an open mind not be pissed off easily . I should think more positive thoughts so that I would not feel burned out easily . I am thinking this will end after 25 minutes or quickly . I just hope I cannot see that student again . I wish we could choose the student we can teach but unfortunately we cannot do that . It may sound unfair but I am praying that the rest of my students are easy to teach and cooperates in my class. I still have more 3 hours for my last batches of student and I will have my dinner now and that is an early dinner. I should eat to replenish my energy and extend my patience for later classes but as I checked my schedule they seem like my regular student . I am so sorry for sharing my thoughts here . I did not have anyone to talk about my feelings right now so this is why I am writing this long post .