Crucial times

There are times i couldn't mend And I thought of wanting to die Until I see the vision Where my parents cry In front of a casket Asking for me to be alive Seeing my friends Who seems to be jolly But then it happened That i ended my life There are times i couldn't mend And I thought of wanting to die Until i see the vision Of our dog's eyes Speaking to me saying, "please don't be sad" There are times i couldn't mend And I thought of wanting to die Until i think of the future My mom and me have planned Sticking on the goal And doing my role Living the life I am meant to be Dreamin' since I was in nursery People will call me 'Doctor' While wearing a long white coat There are times i couldn't mend And I thought of wanting to die Until hope comes to me, and the only thing I wanted is to be alive.