Let's write my diary. Day 39. Another birthday.
Hello my dear and faithful friends. Today I am going to publish earlier since every afternoon they are cutting off our electricity for approximately 4 hours.
So I have to manually rearrange my posts in order to share my diary with you.
Today is my nephew's birthday, one of my nephews because I have many. And it is that having a family as big as mine we will always have a birthday boy every day or almost every day.
The bad thing for me is that I will not eat that cake and I will not be able to congratulate my nephew personally because he is not in the country.
He was one of the many who have migrated to another country looking for a better life while he is here
I already congratulated him on whatsapp, we have a group by phone to do this every time one of us has a birthday or to inform us of anything between family members.
But of course expressing our feelings personally is not the same as expressing them through a call, but we must comply.
In any case, we continue with the hope that all this will pass very soon and our family can be reunited again as before. God allow it.
Let's write my diary. Day 38. Church.
Hi friends. Good day. Today, like every Sunday, I went to church to meet with my fellow brothers and seek a little of God.
Going to church should not only be for the mandate that God made us to congregate, but it can be an outlet that distracts you and relaxes you. If you like to listen to the word of God this can be therapeutic.
Although today I didn't really want to go, I put on my dress of power and went, many times we have to overcome the laziness that is in us to attend church.
It helped me a lot since I got distracted, sang, applauded, prayed and talked with the brothers. Always trying not to talk about problems. Let's not carry problems everywhere you go. Try to enjoy the landscape, the company and the distraction that the exit produces.
Look for a church that fills your heart with happiness, where you feel good about yourself and have friends. Where the pastor does not feel different from you. That is the good church. It is difficult to find but not impossible.
Let's write my diary. Day 37. Makro.
Hello friends, a big greeting. Today I went to the reopening of a supermarket that had been operating in my city for a long time and had been closed due to the economic problems in my country.
Previously, the entire structure was the supermarket, but now it is divided into two. One part is the supermarket and the other part is a mega pharmacy.
I couldn't get into the supermarket part today, I'll try another day as there were a lot of people and the entrance was very restricted. But if I was able to enter the pharmacy and tell you that it is huge.
It is very well stocked, with many medicines and other things. There were many stans giving things like coffee, drinks, giving away some samples of products and making games to raffle some product.
The establishment has a fairly large parking lot and is quite comfortable for everyone who is going to buy. The purchases can be taken to the vehicle in the carts and left in the parking lot.
All the prices of the products are paid in dollars, our currency is the bolivar but a lot of dollar bills circulate because for some time it has been sold in that currency. If not, a bank transfer is made at the exchange rate of the dollar like this on the day of purchase.
There are many things to see and if you can buy it, it is an option that we now have to buy wholesale or retail.
Let's write my diary. Day 36. Panic attack.
Hello dear friends. Today I want to talk to you about something that is happening to me and that scares me a lot and I would like you to tell me solutions to see if it does not happen again. I will listen to proposals with all my heart.
It turns out that it has been happening to me that since I get up I do it with a certain feeling of anger, frustration and even a little helplessness. My situation in my house is not very good in several aspects, including the economic one, of course.
It worries me because it's happening to me very often and yesterday it was almost a panic attack, all I need to do is start screaming and that's what I don't want to happen to me. I don't want to think that I would be going crazy.
I am one of those people who thinks a lot, throughout the day, even if I am on the computer writing. But I wasn't like that before, she was a very focused and quite calm woman.
As the years go by, one changes, but I think that many of these things can be controlled if they are seen and corrected in time.
I'm watching self-motivation videos every day, but you'll say they're not helping me at all. But I have asked myself that question and what I found is that it is helping me to get out everything that I have kept that has caused me harm.
Now, I understand that harmful feelings are arising in my body and that I have to get them out, but I don't know if I'm getting them out so they don't come back into my thoughts again. I want them to come out, but not to lodge in my head again.
I will listen very carefully to your comments to see what I can do to help me control this situation and thank you in advance for your good wishes.
Let's write my diary. Day 35. Scents that evoke memories.
Hi friends. Today I am not bringing you a recipe to make, no. Rather I will talk about the dejavu. For those who don't know what dejavu means, it's a French word that means Already Seen.
And the fact is that I was preparing lunch today and since yesterday I provoked myself to eat pasta with canned tuna. You already know the characteristic smell that canned tuna has, it floods the house.
But it turns out that when I was preparing the sauce and I added the tuna, I got that smell that transported me in thousands of seconds to various places.
Yes, not to one but to several different places and it was like a blast, a video that went through my mind very quickly and brought back nice memories.
I remember that I used to go to the beach a lot, I love the beach, the warm water, and we always did it in groups and what was best for cooking was pasta because it was profitable, cheap and easy to take to the beach, mountain or river.
I remembered every moment I lived when that rich, tasty smell of the sea and tuna arrived hehehe. We brought it already prepared or we cooked it on the beach with sticks.
The other memory that came to me was the times I went with my children and my husband to the Sierra de Perija. This is a place, a mountain, a mountain range located between Colombia and Venezuela. There we had a few hectares, 200 I think they were.
Every time we went shopping for food to spend the whole week there, the tuna and pasta were never missing. Many of our friends learned to eat tuna pasta with us on those trips.
The other memories were right here in my house, several nights in a row my children cooked pasta with tuna and a lot of green pepper.
Wow wonderful memories pass through our mind just with a smell. Has it happened to you? What has it reminded you of? If you want, you can tell me in the comments.
Let's write my diary. Day 34. The assumption Law.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCj9ZJhMThM&t=17s
Hi friends. I want to share with you something that I have been doing for a couple of months.
The law of assumption, also known as the law of attraction, is something that I have been hearing for a long time about how to manifest and materialize my desire.
My sister-in-law told me to watch the Neville Goddard videos and the truth is that I am delighted with what they publish every week.
This channel is from The Power of Consciousness and Neville Goddard in Madrid and I have noticed that there are many similarities, but you have to be careful because some distort when transcribing Neville's speeches.
The first time I did it was with money, I expressed a certain amount of money since we had nothing to eat at home and suddenly I got a small gold mine that I had in my publications on a page called Hive, and from there we were able to solve .
The first time I did it was with money, I expressed a certain amount of money since we had nothing to eat at home and suddenly I got a small gold mine that I had in my publications on a page called Hive, and from there we were able to solve .
Another thing it has helped me with is falling asleep. I had trouble sleeping, I woke up at a certain time in the morning and I couldn't get to sleep again. Now I sleep peacefully and I don't even notice when I fall asleep.
I recommend that you watch these videos and you will be amazed at everything you can get if you do it from the heart.
Let's write my diary. Day 33. Catharsis.
Hi friends. Today I am going to do a catharsis exercise and this means getting out all the feelings that disturb me to cleanse my soul and my mind a little.
For several months I have not been able to concentrate on writing and it is something that depresses me a lot because what I most want to do is be able to write. This situation makes me think that I don't have that creativity to write things like I thought.
And although in the deepest part of me, I know that if I have that talent, there are things that do not let it come out to express it. And I know because I am a person who thinks a lot.
I know that the thoughts are insecurity and anxiety, but I can't help it living in a country where you only think about problems. And although I don't watch the news to avoid all kinds of feelings and get sick of my nerves, some news and the insecurities of the other members of the family always arrive.
It would be nice not to listen to anyone else or for everyone to feel and do what I do, but that is very difficult to do. Everyone has their own concerns and concerns that, like me, say them out of trust and wanting to vent, and one has to listen to them.
I want to travel, keep busy doing something productive or take a useful course. That way I would have my mind occupied in other things and not in problems.
For a month I've been watching self-improvement and meditation videos, but sometimes that helps me and other times I feel like I'm sinking deeper into my anxiety.
I hope that today is a fruitful day in terms of writing and that my muse comes back to me so that I can write fluently every day.
Let's write my diary. Day 32. Wish fulfilled.
Hi friends. I send you a big hello. Today I want to talk to you about my grandson's wish. When his mother told him that he was going to have a brother or sister, he told her: No, it will be a little brother.
Since he heard the news he was very happy and I keep thinking that he would play with a little brother. This can lead us to think about the thoughts and visualizations that we must have to fulfill our desires.
When someone told him, but a girl is also good because she is a little sister. He said no, she is a little brother. He took his desire to the end thinking that she was playing with a little brother.
They do not know the joy he felt when he was notified by call that his little brother had already been born. He jumped for joy and one would think, that he knows whether he gets a sister or a brother?
That is why the bible tells us that we must be like children, their innocence leads them to have the greatest faith in what they want and it is fulfilled.
Let's learn from the children to have an unshakable faith and surely things will turn out much better for us.
Now he is keeping his word to take care of his little brother, he helps his mother with the baby and wants him to grow up so he can lend him his toys.
Let's write my diary. Day 31. The inheritances.
Hi friends. I hope you are all very well. I already introduced my grandson Emanuel. I am very happy to have received this blessing. Every child that is born is a joy for the whole family.
I already told you that my grandson was born underweight, that's why his skin looks very wrinkled. But this is not because the mother ate or stopped eating, I have already been asked: Did she eat well?
Yes, she ate well. I think that this is essentially due to the inheritance of the parents. My son was born premature, 7 months pregnant. And she, her mother says that she was also skinny. In fact, when my son married her she was quite thin and hardly ate.
Both she and my son were children with very bad eating, that is, they had to be watched so that they ate a certain amount because after the first two spoonfuls they said they did not want more.
For my part, I gave my son many syrups to strengthen him and whet his appetite. I remember there was one called Syrup Scott, which had as a drawing a man with a cod on his back. He drank it with pleasure, although he tasted very bad because it is cod oil.
It is an oily syrup that smelled like fish, then they improved the flavor by making them orange or strawberry flavored. Those tasted better because the fruit or fruit flavor took away the fishy taste.
Anyway, that only served for a while, after a while the child returned not wanting to eat and my fight began again. He ate little and slowly. They tell me the same thing that happened with my daughter-in-law.
So I think it's just having patience and being careful that the child doesn't miss his eating hours and try to make him the food that he likes the most.
You also have to be creative and serve the food decorated so that it is attractive to the eye, I know that soon I will have a quite chubby grandson to everyone's satisfaction.
Let's write my diary. Day 30. A new birth.
Hello friends, thank you for always accompanying me in my publications. Today I want to share with all of you the birth of my new grandson and I think he will be the last.
The parents decided to call him Emanuel, it seems to me a beautiful name that has a biblical meaning. The translation of him into Hebrew is God is with us.
He was born a little underweight, in Colombia a child to be considered healthy must be born with more than 3 kilos, otherwise the doctors put him in the category of a child who must be watched.
This means for the mother to be careful in her diet since every month when she takes him to the consultation, she will be seen with the instructions of the treating doctor.
This is good because the first years of the child are the ones that will govern their emotional and physical health. But Emanuel seems to be a child who will not have problems with food since he is drinking a lot of breast milk, something that his little brother did not do.
I hope that my God gives me the opportunity to enjoy my grandchildren for many years, to see them grow up, study and even, if possible, get married and have their children, my great-grandchildren.
May God bless this little member of the family and may he bring us great joy. Having him here is a blessing.
Let's write my diary. Day 29 - Time flies.
Hi friends. I haven't posted for several days and I'm very honest, I hadn't noticed. Time flies!! I have been observing that the days go by so fast that many times we don't even realize it, we concentrate so much on all the things in the world that we don't realize time.
The same happens with the growth of children, today is my granddaughter's birthday, the oldest. That she does that she was in the hospital helping my daughter with labor.
It wasn't until 2 in the morning when they did a cesarean section for her daughter to be born, the one who is big today and is growing rapidly.
I thank God for his life and health and for keeping me standing here to see his growth. One says there is a long way to go... and look! He is almost 15 years old, we have to prepare ourselves so that he does not catch us by surprise.
Happy Birthday Daughter.
Hi friends. These brief lines are to inform you that we are celebrating, my youngest daughter has a birthday and we are celebrating.
She is today's birthday girl, 33 years since her arrival in my life. I bless my daughter's life and I ask God to give her life, health, love, prosperity and all the good things that she deserves from her.
Let's write my diary. Day 28. Good News.
Hi friends. Let's write our 28th diary and today I want to share my good news with you.
Last night my sister called me to make a video call with my mom who was finally awake and was talking, if you can call it that, with her and my niece.
I am very happy for that video call because I saw my mom with her eyes open. I have faith that my almighty father will improve my mom and make her recognize her children again.
And speaking of motivation and faith, for a month I have been listening to motivational videos, I already told you about Neville Goddard, I am receiving a lot of good news that little by little I will tell you about.
For now, I'm just telling you that I didn't even know that I had asked for those things. The metaphysicians say that we ask for things and the universe or God specifies it for us, he gives it to us.
Many times without wanting it we ask for things with our thoughts and the universe fulfills it. That is why it is so important to have a quiet mind or make the requests consciously to know what we asked for.
Believe me that this technique of meditation works and very well. Many times we see them immediately as they are fulfilled.
On the other hand, and speaking of everything a bit, last night it provoked me to eat hamburgers. But in my house we are 7 people, so it is not easy to go to a fast food stall and order them, so we made our version of hamburgers.
They weren't bad at all, very tasty and I was able to get even with a hamburger and we were able to share with everyone in my family. It tastes much better that way.
The other worrying thing is the price of BCH, it is quite low, but that is normal in cryptocurrencies, they go up and down. Also cryptocurrencies have their high and low seasons like travel agencies hahaha.
Well, as long as we keep writing everything will be fine.
Let's write my diary. Day 27. Confessions.
Hi friends. This is not a page from my diary. Today I want to vent a little, between the worries and the stress that I feel today I didn't wake up very well.
Although I have been watching many self-help and meditation videos, I feel that it has not helped me or that it may be removing something that I have deeply rooted in my heart.
I prefer to think that it is the second, if so, that I take it out and throw it far away from me so that it does not come back into my life. There are days when I wake up melancholy and sad for no reason and for no apparent reason.
The metaphysicians say that one gets stressed because we are living in the future, that we must live in the present, and that is what I am dealing with.
I confess that I have seen many miracles in my life, but being human and that I make mistakes, I sin every day for having many thoughts.
I think a lot about the problems, what I can do, what could have been, the mistakes of the past. You must not do this, that is where my faith that things will work out must work. Haven't I already seen it in my miracles?
Could it be that my faith is the size of a mustard seed? No, I have faith, I believe in myself and I believe in God who can do much more than me. I have decreed and it has been given to me, so why not believe?
Excuse my little catharsis, it's just that I needed to get some thoughts out today so they don't continue to bother me.
So I am going to finish with this phrase that I really like: I AM GOD'S FAVORITE DAUGHTER.
Let's write my diary. Day 26. The War.
Talking about war is talking about many things that happen every day in silence within each one of us and outside of us.
That is a war that we all fight that no one notices unless you say so, tell someone else.
But today we are talking about an external war, a war of one city against another.
I had avoided talking about this topic because it is something very sad for me, in a war lives are lost and the ones that remain end their lives frustrated.
I am one of those who thinks that human beings should be free to walk on any land where they can go.
We should not need any passport or other document to enter a place to know it or to live it.
It considers the European continent privileged since Jesus walked on its soil when he came to earth, but men do not consider it that way.
The human being is the most ruthless being that exists on earth, he is the one who destroys with his desire to seize everything, believing that they have bought entire nations with everything and their inhabitants.
Jesus did not walk in America, but it would be the same on this continent. We are not aware of what this divinity means.
Just 5 days and there are already any number of dead, they like to demonstrate their power both in strength and in weapons.
Children, the elderly and the poor little animals are the ones who lose. Children do not understand, the elderly and animals are waiting for someone who can protect them.
What need do we have of a war of this magnitude? It's just political stuff. I trust in God that this president rectify and retract because nobody wants war.
This is just a thought that I have and I wanted to capture it here today so that it lasts in the blockchain forever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8M4OL1cGyGE
Let's write my diary. Day 25. Visit my mom with the aunts.
Hi friends. Yesterday when I sat down to write to make my publication the electricity went out for 3 hours, so when he came back it was already late and I was very sleepy.
This Sunday as usual I went to church. It was a blessed day since we were able to fulfill our Mana del Cielo program, which is to be able to deliver lunches to visitors and members of the church and to the entire community that comes to look for some food to eat.
Today Monday is a holiday in my country since Carnival is celebrated, today and tomorrow Tuesday. Today I went with my aunts to visit my mom very early, but she still doesn't want to talk to anyone and prefers to sleep. Also, last night I didn't have a very good night.
I'm always glad to see my aunts, we talk about good times. Today we remember when one of my aunts rented a bus to go to the beach and spend a whole week there.
How good it feels to sit back and reminisce about the good times.
In the afternoon my daughter surprised me with this gift, she went to the mini market and bought me Bianchi. I love these chocolate covered peanuts. They are not hard, they are soft when biting.
They cost 10 bs., that is, 2 dollars and it pays off a lot because I share it with my daughters.
Well, there wasn't much to talk about. Tomorrow will be another day and I hope it comes full of your topics to share.
Let's write my diary. Day 24. The visit to my mom.
Dear friends. Today I went to visit my mom and although I almost cried when I saw her, I'm not going to talk about her pessimistically or sadly.
In homage to her I am going to say only nice words about her, and that is that she is the patron to follow in my family. I give infinite thanks to God for being born from her womb.
What he gave me he always did with love and that is why it is reciprocated with all my love as a daughter. I fight against Covid, against 3 strokes and against Omicron and it is still there. It is an example to follow for all that with any flu they die.
I want her image as a happy woman to stick in my mind. This is how I want to remember her strong, the one who still scolds us and the one who still shows us her love.
Thank you my God for your life, thank you for your love and thank you for having put her in my path to learn from her.
Let's write my diary. Day 23. An unusual birthday.
Four years ago a new pet appeared at my sister's house, she already had 2 cats and a dog, a Golden Retriever.
But this arrival was very unusual because it is not the typical gift of a cute pet or that was born from a litter of a dog that was in the house, no.
This beautiful black girl arrived by chance, one day we heard that a puppy was run over in front of our house. My sister saw her when she looked out the window and thought that they had left her dead at once.
The next day my sister was going to work when she was curious about the dog and looked at her, lying on the sidewalk. Her astonishment was great when she saw that she moved her head and looked at her, she was alive !!
Immediately my sister called my daughter and asked her to help her bring her to the garage of the house, with a piece of cardboard they found they made the stretcher since she could not walk.
He gave him water and some food. The dog had been hit on her back legs so it hurt when she moved or tried to walk. So the days passed and it was thought that some association could adopt it, but no one was found to take charge of it.
From there my sister knew that they were not going to be able to adopt her so she has decided to stay with her. She is already walking, although she has her legs back and her hips a little off.
And so every year my sister celebrates her new birth. The miracle of having been saved from the fury of that person he managed and that he had no compassion for her.
Today they sang her birthday and gave her a cake to eat by herself.
The back room of the cake:
This is the cake they gave to my sister's pet. My niece makes cakes for sale and her husband was taking this cake to deliver it, but the car was hit and the cake was damaged in such a way that it could not be delivered to the client.
So it was taken to celebrate the dog's birthday. Thank God the damage to the car was not very serious, just a dent.
Let's write my diary. Day 22 - My granddaughter's birthday.
Hi friends. Today we had a birthday in my family. My second granddaughter turned 7 years old.
And when it comes to birthdays, everyone in the house gets excited. For days she has been counting the days until today.
And when it comes to birthdays, everyone in the house gets excited. For days she has been counting the days until today.
At school they congratulated her and she returned at half past 10 in the morning wanting to get cake, piñata, gift and balloons. That is the illusion of the children for her birthday.
For a child, celebrating her birthday is very important for her emotional health because those signs of love that she feels fill her fully and she feels like a loved child.
I thank God because together we were able to make her dream come true, the only thing missing was her piñata buts he didn't care much when she saw her gift. She made the comparison of her brother when he had his birthday and we gave him some cars, she also wanted her party just like his.
Whenever they can and within their possibilities, they fulfill the wishes of their children, so they will not feel inferior to other children. If you only have for the cake, make the cake for him, but make the child feel that he is taken into account and that he is important and part of the family.
Let's write my diary. Day 21- The Happy Twos Day.
Hello friends, happy day. Today has been much discussed due to the date where only the number 2 appears, 2 which is the month of February, 22 the day and 22 the year, 2 22 22.
For this reason I took on the task of searching the internet for this event that I had never seen before, logically this date is only today. There is no other year 22.
The United States meteorological service assures that another date like this can only be seen in 400 years, that is, in 2422.
This date is a palindrome, a concept that I just learned about and that means that it is read the same from front to back and from back to front.
Numerologists say that the number two means balance, hope and creative endeavors and that you have the opportunity to grow spiritually with this number.
It is a mythical day, so it lends itself to sowing good intentions and manifesting them so that they are fulfilled, since they relate it to good luck.
https://es-us.vida-estilo.yahoo.com/22-2-22-fecha-suerte-174815426.html
True or not, the truth is that I am very glad to have lived it, they are things that are learned and I am glad to have created this diary so that it will be recorded here forever.
On the other hand, yesterday my daughter's passport was delivered.
On December 21, she attended her appointment after canceling 200 dollars to be able to get her out.
The passport is an essential document to travel outside the country and it has become very expensive, both in money and in time and effort.
But you already have it, so now you have to think carefully about where you can travel.
Do not worry that you will be well informed about my future trips.
Let's write my diary. Day 20 - Call, visit and old friends.
Hi friends. Yesterday I couldn't write my diary sheet, so today it will be double haha. No, but I did receive two pleasant surprises, one by phone and one in person.
Today I received the pleasant surprise of a call from a young friend who had not heard from her for many months.
Like many Venezuelans, she migrated to Chile about 5 years ago and had not heard from her for a long time. Today, her call made my day.
She was my son's girlfriend and I adopted her as a daughter, since she loved us as her family, but unfortunately the relationship did not go well and they had to break up.
She is happily married to a husband who appreciates her very much and has two girls, and says she doesn't want anything more with my son. But with us he wants to continue having that relationship of friendship and familiarity.
As long as we don't create problems with the husband, I'm glad that's the case. I love her very much and my daughter made her her comadre giving her daughter to be baptized.
I appreciate your call and your friendship and I wish you all the best as part of my family that you already are.
The other good news today was the visit of a friend of my ex-husband who was the husband of my best friend in her teenage years.
When we met, the 4 of us were friends and we got along very well, then she got married and I got married and we got lost a bit. After a while I found out about their separation and divorce and I couldn't believe it.
They were pure love and they always looked good as a couple and they didn't have important things to discuss, that's why I miss their separation a lot.
He got married again to another woman, they say she was older than him and she never remarried. She was still alone with her 2 children and from time to time I ran into her at the supermarket and we talked.
He tells me that she is still in Venezuela, she hasn't left, and that from time to time he hears from her. We remember the time between my husband and him they made the cradle for their first daughter, a rocking cradle.
He tells me that he still has that crib and that it was used by the entire generation of his family. He keeps it like a treasure and it is still in good condition.
How pleasant it was to remember my friend through her ex-husband, it brought back pleasant memories.
Life is about that, about the good moments and forgetting or overcoming the not so good ones as learning. That is what the university of life is all about.
Let's write my diary. Day 19 - Fever Saturday night ?
Hello friends, today is Saturday and a couple of days ago I made a publication for a challenge on the Blurt social network, where we had to dedicate a song to someone for the day of Love and Friendship.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fy0rYUvn7To
I saw the movie in a continuous cinema that opened from 11 in the morning and that was when the students took advantage of going to see their favorite movies.
Mind you, I never sneaked out of a class to go to the movies no matter how much I wanted to see the movie. I also saw Grease, Vaselina with my class friends.
This movie starred John Travolta and Karen-Lynn Gorney and was about a boy who made fun of women and didn't want to have anything serious with any of them, but this girl didn't want anything at stake and knew that he was very picky. But love came to them and they fell in love. So is Cupid.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G2tvp5j-E3Q
One of the musical groups that I usually listen to the most is the Bee Gees, I love them, I love their music, all of them. Unfortunately, 2 of them have already died and only the older Barry, Maurice and Robin have died and for that reason the group no longer exists.
His songs are very romantic and I've been listening to them since I was 10 years old, when my brother listened to them and then I started listening to them. Many of his themes were featured in many movies.
Today is Saturday, tell me: what do you do on Saturday nights? Do they go to the cinema? Are you going to dance? Or do they just stay in bed to watch TV? Tell me, what do you do?
Let's write my diary. Day 18 - Today has been a sad day for me.
Finally came the day. Today I got up and drank my coffee waiting for the time to pass quickly so I could visit my mom.
I showered and got ready and was ready at 10 in the morning to take the bus. I'll bring him a melon so my sister can make him juices or dice it for him.
When I arrived she was sleepy, she had had a bad night. My sister put the oxygen on her and she took it off. So they spent the whole night. My sister told me that she complained a lot but she doesn't know if it's because something hurts or because she had low saturation.
I couldn't even talk to her or receive her blessing. She fell asleep and although I spoke to her she did not answer me. My sister tells me that yesterday 2 of my aunts (her sisters) went to visit her and she doesn't recognize them.
It makes me very sad to see my mother in that condition as if she is letting whatever has to happen happen. And the worst of all is that we can't do anything.
Since December that Covid gave her and the ACV does not want to help try to recover. I'm not judging her, she will have her reasons. But it is unfortunate that in such a short time my mother has changed even her countenance. The wrinkles that never came out appeared in just 2 months.
I still believe that she is a very strong woman, I have endured 3 strokes, Covid and Omicron, she is my example to follow and she is the woman that I always saw as an oak tree, she does not bow down in the face of difficulties.
This situation of helplessness is what hurts the most, what else can we do? Just trust what God has to do with my mother. May his will be done.
Let's write my diary. Day 17 - I go from blessing to blessing.
This week has been something impressive for me, is it because I am watching videos of the Law of Attraction? I know that has had an influence.
For a couple of years we have known a place where they sell a very tasty grilled chicken, and although I had not asked for it, I was happy to go eat there today. It's quite a feast!
We had never been to eat there, we only asked for delivery. But we were always a little wanting to eat more since we always ordered a chicken for 6 people. Then they will understand that you have to serve a piece of chicken for each person in order to have enough for everyone.
There is no menu because they only sell chicken, so when it arrived our mouths were watering. The service brings arepas, cabbage salad, chicken bathed in a special sauce that they prepare and my daughter ordered hand cheese and of course the drink.
What a great blessing, we were able to bring home and for our dogs to eat. Marvelous. We don't go out to eat often but the truth is that we need these outings and having a taste, for that one works and is rewarded by God.
Let's write my diary. Day 16 - I can now visit my mom.
At the end of January we got Omicron, the truth is that it is a very rare flu. Dry cough and a sensation in the throat as if you had hands squeezing it and it does not let you breathe.
When my sister found out, I told her, she told me not to go visit my mom because we shouldn't run the risk of getting Omicron.
My mom is 83 years old and recently got Covid, we don't know how because my sister washes everything, cleans, and doesn't let anyone come to the house so she doesn't get infected. But he hit him and the truth is we were very scared for his health. It can be said that it is a miracle that she came out of that virus alive.
We say it because of the age, but my mom proved to be strong. We already knew that and confirmed it. Although it looked quite bad since together with the Covid it gave him a stroke (cerebrovascular accident) and it is what he has now left as a sequel to the Covid.
When we left Omicron, they got infected and then my sister told me that I had to wait to go visit her. So in that plan I have more than a month because you have to leave a time of 15 days after coughing stops.
I am preparing a publication for you to see what my beautiful mommy has been through and everything that has changed in just a couple of months.
It makes me very sad to see her like this, but I trust God that she will soon recover completely.
Tomorrow I'll buy her a soursop that she likes a lot or some apples if I can't find the soursop, she also really likes mango and banana.
I am very happy because I am going to see her and say hello and hug her. I'll write more about her soon. She is my iron woman.
Let's write my diary. Day 15 - A surprise call.
Hello friends, how was your day. Today I received a pleasant surprise that is not so surprising. In that way ?
Since yesterday I was thinking about my son who is in Colombia and for a couple of months he was looking for a house to change or move.
The place where he lived was not so healthy and that had him stressed and me too. So I began to pray to ask my God to help him find a place to move quickly.
It cost him a lot and he had to walk a lot but he found one in a pretty good place, at least better than where he was and at a very good price, thank God.
So, I thought about it since yesterday and today he called me (I called him with the thought) and he told me that he is already installed in his house and that he is calm, I could hear him speaking. They don't know how calm a mother feels when her son is calm. Your happiness is mine.
My son is a singer and he had to go to Colombia because his first child would be born in 2016 and his wife had to migrate to be able to get the basic medicines for pregnancy since she was at risk of losing it.
They left and had their son who is now 5 years old and will soon have a little brother, he is very happy about that.
Soon I will visit him when the baby is born, which will be in March, he already has the house and is calmer. I will go to meet the baby and visit my son, of course, also my grandson and my daughter-in-law.
This was the most relevant event of the day since I had not spoken to my son for several days and I was very pleased to know that he is calm.
Tomorrow we meet to write one more page of our diary. Bye friends.
Let's write my diary. Day 14 - Happy day of love and friendship.
Hello my great friends. Happy Day of Love and Friendship to all, because we are all in love.
I have my children and my grandchildren, whom I love like no one else. That kind of love is also celebrated because it is a love from mother to children and from grandmother to grandchildren.
That puppy you are seeing in the photo was my beloved catire in Colombia, heaven gave it to me. One day he came home and he didn't want to leave, so I adopted him as my pet.
I also celebrate that love, although he is no longer on this earth, but he accompanied me and took care of me with all his love and I loved him. I miss him a lot.
Today I would have liked to go out with someone and have a coffee with a piece of chocolate cake, but that person will come and even if it is not Valentine's Day, they will be welcome. It is always a day to celebrate.
I'm making my post earlier because I feel tired and I want to go to bed earlier. Today the electricity went out for 4 and a half hours and we don't know why. So I couldn't rest my 10 minutes in the afternoon.
I hope you end up spending a romantic day with your ideal partner and that they give you many beautiful things.
Let's write my diary. Day 13 - What great satisfaction there is in giving.
Today it is Sunday. Do you remember that I told you that on Sunday mornings I go to church?
I am a servant in my church, this means that I serve what is for God, we help accommodate people in the stalls, we collaborate with the baskets to collect the offerings and we also collaborate in the delivery of the program called Mana del Cielo.
This program consists of preparing a certain amount of food with ingredients contributed by the community and by any of those who attend the church and which is then prepared in the home of several of the members of the church and on Sunday it is packaged and delivered to all. the assistants.
Today I only have enough to fill 51 containers, so we gave priority to the most advanced in age and then to the rest with those who remain. How we would like not to have those limitations. May we say take yours and if you have a brother to take, take one too. But we can't for now.
You can't imagine the need in my country. There are many people who only eat 1 meal a day and these elderly people don't even have the strength to walk from the lack that makes them eat their 3 meals. Many arrive dizzy and fatigued, motivated by their hunger.
The boxes with clothes that are sent to us from the United States have not been sent for several months. I hope that this activity will be reactivated soon to benefit so many people who need it.
I wish we could find an organization that would help us with food and clothing. If you know of any organization or company that I can request help from, please do not hesitate to let me know, we need help as soon as possible. It is more adventurous to give than to receive.
Let's write my diary. Day 12 - Healthy Mind
Hello friends, happy weekend, or what's left of it. Have you ever watched self help videos? So that's what I've been doing for a few days.
When the world or circumstances do not help us, we must help ourselves not to succumb to problems anymore, we already have enough with those of the house to carry those of the world as well.
For this, what I do is, first of all, not watch the news. Have you noticed that the news is becoming more tabloid? It seems that we take joy in seeing and feeling the pain of others.
When they said and decreed Covid 19 as a pandemic, the news was the same all day. The next day it was the same news, they repeated and repeated endlessly the number of deaths worldwide.
In my opinion this only multiplied the amount and multiplied the problem. I had to stop watching television because there was no programming other than the news.
I got nervous from watching the news so much until I told my family not to watch the news anymore. If there was nothing else to see, we would turn off the television and start playing any board game since we couldn't go out.
I remember that previously many novels were seen, these where we already knew the plot. Where the servant girl ends up being the daughter of the man who owns everything and she ends up being the heiress. That was better than the news.
The current news is Omicron and then what will it be, I hope it is that the pandemic is over and that no other virus will come. Meanwhile I will continue watching my self-help videos to not think about the bad things and thus help me to have a healthy mind.
For now I am listening to Neville Goddard audiobooks and everything related to this character who was a metaphysical teacher has a lot of material on YouTube that you can help yourself with, I recommend it.
If we all thought as he says I would do what he offers us, we could change the world.
Let's write my diary. Day 11 - Happy Birthday.
Until just 6 years ago our birthday celebrations were quite a party. And much more when the family is as large as mine.
But of that there are only memories left, that is why I insist on taking photographs of each event that takes place, even if it is small so that it remains as evidence of what happened.
And it is that those days where the house was filled with only relatives to celebrate someone's birthday is now reduced to only those who live in that house.
There are several circumstances that have led to these changes, the first is the migration that has occurred since 2015. Families have been fractured due to the search for a better way of living than the one offered by the government of my country.
In my family, we were 7 siblings, 2 died and 3 have left the country. We are only 2 and I am thinking of migrating too.
The second reason is due to the fact that in my country there is no public transportation that can bring you late from one place to your home. Taxis are finished, both because of migration and because of the problem we had with car parts and with the acquisition of gasoline to fill the tanks.
If you leave your house with the intention of returning home late, you must leave with your own car, that you have been able to fill the tank with the candy so that you can return late at night.
The third problem is the pandemic, we must continue to take care of ourselves so that we cannot meet more than 10 people in the same place for biosecurity reasons.
Tomorrow will be my sister's birthday, but she is not in the country, so we will have to do the congratulations through whatsapp or via video call on the phone.
We have been doing it for a couple of years, when it comes to singing the birthday we make the video call to sing with the birthday girl and congratulate her. The truth is not the same, it is not the same emotion.
But it is a sad reality that now we have had to live and that makes my heart small. To see so many families separated by thousands of kilometers and united by a telephone line.
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