The lost soul

Sitting under the night sky Thinking about life's what's and why, Broken, speechless , I m looking at stars, I m feeling the pain , i m feeling the scars . Life is lifeless , so am i , I m Afraid to be broken again , i am afraid to try . Pain , betrayal , confusion these are parts of life , yeah I Know. But when it will be sunshine , always,, everyday,,, it's only snow !. I m feeling the wind , i m feeling the cold ,, Life is not like how i was told . Lost in the space , i m lost in me ,, Want to be unchained, i want to be free . My phone is in my pocket , but no one I can call,, Every minute is like an hour, but i read life is small .. Stars have sky , moon has night , sun had day, And here I am , i am having dismay I wish someone was there with me in this cold dark night , I wish someone was there to hug me very Tight , Now i see only masks and fake smiles, My legs are paining and I have to walk miles, But I want to just live this moment with this cold night ,,, I want to kiss darkness instead of searching for light ,.. Yeah I wanna be carefree , I wanna be careless , i wanna be free , No more diplomacy, no more fakeness ,I just wanna be me .....