@happy3522 18 November 2021 more from that month

When was the last time you cried?

Hello everyone! how have you been? Well, I'm good, today, I'm going to write on "when was the last time I cried" and the idea of writing onto this came when I was watching a video on youtube a video on a Russian channel and the guy was asking everyone (women, men, and children) when was the last time they cried and it was a quite joyful watching it. Some people said that they just want to cry right now, some said it was a few days ago like 2,3,4 or so and so, for some, it was a week ago and the most interesting was few of them said that it was when I was a child and few children replied that they cried last time when they were scolded at their home. And to tell you I want to mention that it was Feb 02, 2016, WHEN I LAST CRIED. The day when I was conferenced out(5th day of the interview) from the interview of the Army and I cried because I expected too much out of me and out of my preparations. I was doomed that day I am that person who never cries but I don't know how it just happened that the moment I hear the result that I'm conferenced out the heart becomes heavy and the eyes just got filled and it was not like I cried the moment I heard it but when I was leaving the campus and I just another candidate crying on the bench and I just went to sit by him so that I can console him and doing so I just lose my control on my tears and I also started crying. I was on the bus to the airport, hiding my emotions and there was a woman sitting beside me and I didn't realise when I fell asleep and on her shoulder and when I woke up she smiled at me and I was like **"I COULDN'T EVEN SAY SORRY TO HER IF I MADE HER UNCOMFORTABLE, BUT SHE JUST SMILED AND SAID YOU SEEMS SO TIRED I JUST SAID I THINK YES".** I reached the airport and I reached there about 8 hours earlier because I didn't get anything to do or to roam the place. I walked a little outside the airport for a while and then I went inside, I got my luggage checked in and was sitting in a place and a senior called and asked when is my interview I retorted sir I just got out he said don't worry dear **"THINGS THAT HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR GOOD".** **And when he said that, I again cried off and the lady sitting beside me there kept on looking at me, and at that time I asked myself how it is good for me that I was disqualified from what I was working for.** Then I went to get my boarding pass and I was having an indirect flight and I ate a little and after about 10 hours because the flight was delayed of the weather, I boarded the plane. And then I landed at this indirect station and spent the night there because the flight was delayed by about 18 hours because of the adverse weather and then I got into the flights finally and reached my military school back. Now, I am like well it was good not be selected for the interview and I'm really happy. **Thank you for your time reading it.**