@gellal 27 October 2022

I said in my previous post that I would be active here. but unfortunately wasn't able to deliver that. All I can say is that.. just have too many problems right now and I need to find a solution for this before I can dilly-dally here in noise.app :) One problem I could share is I got tinnitus (from what I assume based on the symptoms. beating sound in my ear, sensitivity to frequency/ sound, etc.) for the past 2-3 weeks. I honestly got scared because that was the first time I experience this illness. I thought my left ear will become deaf in due time PERMANENTLY. Fortunately, today it seems like it went away??? and my hearing feels normal. The problem is, I just dont have the money (yes money is always part of the problem right? lol) to go to a doctor right now and this ear is adding stressing the heck out of me for almost a whole month and just made me depressed and anxious. So, I did the taboo and just went google to pinpoint the problem. There are some eardrops that "might" help but I dont want to risk doing self med, so I just endured it and thank god today it's gone for good (hopefully)... Sorry for the long rant 8))