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It's been 3 days later since we admit our father here in our town hospital. During our first day here I dont know what to do. I saw how my father suffered in breathing. Without the oxygen he cant breath normally.
I can't help myself but to almost cry on what happened. Im not yet ready to loss another loveones of my life. I'm not yet over since my mother left us. I feel like all what happened that time are getting back.
I almost cried that day. I keeped on praying to the God I believed. (I respect the God who you believed.)
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I am so thankful also to all our friends, cousins on my mother side who visit my father here. Even they know that it's not easy to come because of the situation we are facing right now.
Actually we understand even they dont visit here because of that, but were grateful that despite of that still they come here. It's a big help for my father to saw how supportive they are. Because of that my father is fighting. And helping himself to be better.
But there are also this things that make my heart hurt. I cant help myself but to get angry because of it. Yeah were already there, because of COVID19 I understand, but how can they just ignored what happened to there brother. As for that thing I dont understand why?
Yes Im talking my uncle and aunties on father side. They already knew what happened. But they didnt have visited my father even just for once. Okay it's fine since its pandemic but to use the new technology like cellphones to chat or message me and asked me if how's my father there brother if okay? No one got the courage to asked me like that.
In this situation its so annoying and almost create a hatred here in my heart, but I can't do it. I neednto expand my patience and just dont do anything for that. If they dont want to, so be it. I just put on to the lord the decisions about it.
I will also ignore this feeling of mine towards them. I know God will always there for us. He knows what's the best. So I let it go and just go forward and think only that can make all of us.