Reason why I keep writing

Who would want someone who is always out of the topic? Saying whatever's on her mind? And displaying unruly type of behaviour?

The reason I keep writing is that I sometimes can't simply go to someone to unload my exploding brain cells. People also needed their own space and you can't just barge in to force your tantrums into their lives.

But when I write, I can just write. There is no restraint except perhaps when I am writing for public consumption where I needed to filter language in order not to violate rules and the like.

But even writing for those bounded by rules and guidelines could be gotten around in order to express with all due respect to proper things.

When I write, I can just write anything. Things bothering me, thoughts overflowing, passionate moments, exciting events, frustrations, as well as aspirations. I can write all about them.

I have been branded an out of the topic gal and it hurts a lot sometimes. I couldn't blame them for I myself hated those who just blurt things out.

At least when I write, those who are willing to know me can read all about what I write.