@damelindz 14 December 2020

To Overcome the Worst

Good morning, while having coffee right this very minute, there's so many thoughts in my mind. This is the very first time that I had to think where to get money for our daily expenses, for the bills that were stack up. Our savings is not enough to cover all the expenses until the end of the month. My husband and I had a conversation last night. We talked about what to do for us to evercome this situation. He told me that he will look for more sideline jobs while waiting for the result on his application in Cals. Right now, he has a job but it's not permanent and it won't last. I have to think of ways to help him. My first plan is to sell home cooked meals in front of our house. I also have to tighten our budget. Then my daughter asked me about what are we going to prepare this coming christmas. I told her that still have no idea because there are so many things going on in my mind. She suggested that we don't have to prepare like before. What's important is that we are celebrating it together. I am so touched about what she said, to the point that I cried. She told me that everything is gonna be alright. That Papa will take care of everything. I have to think that we will overcome this but I still can't help to feel down. To feel depress. The feeling that we're at the lowest point of my life. ***It is not a crime to get knocked down by life, but it is a sin not to get up.*** **I know that we can, and I know that we will overcome this.** `Writing down what I feel is a way for me to release all my frustrations and problems that pulling me down. You should try it too, it really works.` ________________________