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I'm Still into You

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Written by   44
7 months ago
Topics: Love, Story

Bench & Bath towel. That cool towel is the reason of everything. Of being happy, in love, hurt, and everything. I remember when I was in 7th Grade, I used to spin the towel on my finger and one time while I'm spinning the towel, someone suddenly took the towel and ran. I didn't know why he took the towel so I chased him. Our classmates are already watching and started to tease us so I stopped chasing him. I got mad and just sat on my armchair. I think he noticed that I'm mad so he returned my towel without telling me why he took it.

One day, one of his friends told me that He has a crush on me. Actually it's the first time that someone had a crush on me and maybe the last time haha. I don't know how to act, I don't know what to say. After that we've become uncomfortable with each other and never talked in person but in messenger, we're comfortable and always chatting. I actually do not want to ignore him on class but I just can't talk to him because I don't want to be tease by our classmates. But our classmates know everything and everytime there's a group activity and we're groupmates, our groupmates always let us be a partner in role play so when we're presenting everyone is teasing us.

After Christmas Party, he sent a picture of me. I can't remember the exact conversation but he said that he took a picture of me while I'm standing behind our teacher. I asked him why he took it but I just can't remember his reply and I can't check our convo because I deleted it when I was in 7th Grade (sorry I'm just scared that my sister will caught me chatting with a guy haha) I regret it honestly haha.

8th Grade, and we're still on the same class. Our classmates continue teasing us which is the reason why our adviser knew that He has a crush on me. Our adviser changed our sitting arrangement and I'm such an unlucky person, our adviser let him sit next to me. I don't know exactly how I feel, if I'm sad, annoyed or happy (haha harot). Though we're seatmate, I still didn't talked to him, I still feel uncomfortable. But He? He keep on teasing me secretly, maybe he knows that I don't want to be tease. There are times that he'll get my things especially when he knows that I need it, he'll keep on kicking my chair when I'm writing and he keep on singing when I want to sleep.

We're like that for a year, he keeps on teasing me and me? Still uncomfortable and just annoyed everytime. But honestly I wanna talk to him in person comfortably but you know, I just don't want to be tease (I don't know why)

Yeah, I had a crush on Him but I don't have plan to tell him since he never told me his feelings. It's his friends who told me his feelings and not him so I wasn't sure if that's true. Maybe he's just making fun of me.

9th Grade and everything is just the same, He's my classmates and because I'm unlucky he's my seatmate again. Just like when we were on 8th Grade, He continue on teasing me but because I'm not uncomfortable anymore, when He's serious, I'm the one teasing him haha. When he's panicking because of the activity that will be past in an hour. He's like “kuh ano ga? Hindi ako makakatapos nito" Hahaha. We've been comfortable but it's still limited, we made sure that our classmates won't notice haha. And those happy moments changed when we became Grade 10.

He's not my classmate anymore. So everything change, in the middle of the year, he's not my crush anymore. The days passed so fast. It's almost end of the school year and we're busy on practicing our dance for Prom. One time, he chatted me asking for help. He told me that he needs help because he do not know what to do anymore. I asked how can I help him but his reply was NVM. The next day he told me that he has a crush on someone, so I was like “oh okay." I don't know why but I asked him who is his partner on prom and he mentioned a name, a name of his crush.

That time, I knew that it's not me anymore, though I'm not sure if he really had a feelings on me but I do really hope that he had. I thought my feelings were gone but I was wrong. It's still him.

He also told me that He'll study on different school when he became Senior High Student. That time I know that it's the end of everything. That he'll find another girl on that school and we will never have a conversation again.

When we became a Senior High Student I started to forget the feelings. Tried to find some hobbies that will make me forget him and I did it, the feelings were gone. It's almost two years but I don't know why I suddenly Remember everything, I remember all the memories and I started to stalk him on facebook and read our old conversation. “I missed him” “I wanna talk to him again” “I wanna know if he already had a girl” “I want an update”

Just realized that I'm still into him. It's almost 6 years but I'm still into him woah. I just hope that he doesn't have a girl yet and when the time is right, I do really hope we are for each other. As of now, I'm just waiting for his birthday and will try to greet him to have a conversation again( haha ang landi) sorry but I just wanna know something.

I regret that I never told him what I feel, maybe the situation will be different If I told him.

So I think, this is the end for now and will publish an article again once my feelings is gone or maybe once we both have the same a feelings again HAHAHA. Hoping

(THIS IS KINDA EMBARRASSING BUT NVM, I'LL STILL PUBLISH IT HAHAHA)

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I find it so kilig and cute. I mean, high school crushes are the best. That's where we started getting into puppy love and all. Sadly, yours turned out to be the other way around. But no worries, some things are better left unsaid. Who knows in no time, he will message you and ask that thing. Edi ansaya diba? But always remember that if things are destined, it will be destined. Destiny and fate will find its own way to get you two meet again. Time will tell. And I hope you will get a happy ending. If you are not yet happy, it means its not yet the end. I'm rooting for you. ☺️💜

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7 months ago

Omg, Thank you very much for this hahaha. Actually I messaged him earlier asking for the picture since I deleted the conversation but when he asked why, I replied nvm nakakahiya pala then he replied “nahiya pa" then I replied “malamang g7 pa yung picture" hahahah grabiii kakahiya, kung ano na pumasok sa isip ko at hinanap ko yung picture😂 pero ako pa din last message kasi react lang nya yung natanggap ko. Pero sabi mo nga po, if things are destined it will be destined hehe. Thank youuu po (masyado na pong maharot) HAHAHAHAH

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7 months ago

No worries. Most of us naman siguro have experienced such. HAHAHAHA but always remember not to push yourself to him. Enjoy being single because youre free pa. It will be different na if you will be in a relationship. But still, hoping for you for the best. 💜

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7 months ago

Yes naman po, lagot tayo nito sa inay pag nagkataon hahaha. Kilig kilig muna sa ngayon HAHAHAHAH omg

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7 months ago

Oo ganyan talaga. Kaya chill nalang muna for now.

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7 months ago

Ako ng Grade 7 ako haha wala pa akong crush at wala din ako pakielam pa sa love love ewan ko ba kung bakit basta tahimik lang ako non eo kahit may magka crush sakin hindi ko pinapansin haha hindi naman kasi ako maganda para magustuhan nila 😅

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7 months ago

Puppy love lang naman po nung mga panahong yun HAHAHA

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7 months ago

Gurl better confess your feelings now. Kasi alam mo isang beses mo lang naman sya gagawin and theres no wrong naman sa pag-amin. Edi pag kunyari sinabi nya na di nya kayang ireciprocate yung feelings mo sa kanya, atleast alam mo na at makakapag move on kana. Not unlike ngayon na di mo sinasabi, mabubuhay ka sa 'what if' or worse scenario, regret.

Do your shot na 👌🏻💯

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7 months ago

Ganyan din po ang sabi ng friend kooo, and planning to tell him na po hahahahaha omg. Thank youuu poo

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7 months ago