@curiouscat 24 July 2022

What a Voice I sing, I believe I can. But not to the extent of performing publicly (again) nor joining into a group or choir. Why? I have a weird voice, I dunno my range and the type of voice I have. I am not sure if it falls under sopranos, mezo, or alto. But, if it's for the Lord does it matter? I will join the choir not because I volunteered. Our Pastor told us to do so. Is that a bad thing? No! Not at all. Having such ministry is an honor, it's a chance to glorify Him through worship songs. Helping brothers and sister to ready their heart before listening to sermons and fellowship. I never dreamed of being in a ministry like this because as what I always said "pang cr lang ang boses ko". Yesterday after fellowship, we practiced some hymnals and acckk they told me to sing soprano range (am dying) and I can hit some notes but most high notes I can't help but sing it through falsetto. Singing it in falsetto is not soprano at all hahaha It's my first time and there's always room for improvement. I was shy and embarrassed whenever I sing through falsetto but my brethrens told me who am I singing for? Who? The Lord. I am singing for the Lord. So, why am I embarrassed? They told me, if I sing for people then I won't grow and improve, but if I genuinely sing for the Lord then I'll eventually develop the skills. I need practice for the Lord. I have to sing in soprano not falsetto for the Lord. I have to sound good to worship the Lord. I will obey to whichever ministry God will give to me, but if there's open for media team I will pray to be in that ministry because I am more comfortable with it, but like what I said, God gave everything and everything is His. So whatever it is I will obey. Trust and Obey. That's just for today's life update, have a blast!