@crimsonowlkk 13 March 2021 more from that month

絵を描いて食って生きたいけどまだその覚悟ができてない事実に毎日叩かれてる。がんばる？いや、ここから好きなもんやって生活したいなら、ハードルが高いそしてそのハードルを超える覚悟が必要だってこと頭に刻んで行くんだ。 I’ve always wanted to put food on table by drawing but the harsh reality of not having enough balls to do that is slapping the shit out of me. Work harder? No, if I want to make a living by doing the thing I love, I have to etch in my brain that I need to understand that the bar is too high but I need to overcome that bar. #BrainDump