@cleoM 2 October 2021 more from that month

Sometimes I want to give up because I'm tired..but I can't give up because that's how the people I love I need to be strong because that's how they are..but why is it that they are the only ones I always care about but why do they still need to show me of that attitude .. sometimes I want to be alone I can't do it I can't think I can think I can't think because I know they need me too .. but why does it seem like everything I do isn't enough for them to show me that behavior..if I have to contribute to get angry but I still don't understand them..how about me..how about how I feel..I'm also hurt and tired..I'm also a person who can get tired. ..but they say that if you're tired, you can rest after that, just fight again..the difficulty is the weight on my chest and I won't cry..then when they see you crying they'll tell you that I'm just acting a lot of art .. ganun naba talaga naun? paano kung one day i just give in to all the problems or what trials come to me? how are they? how are my loved ones that i am also the one expected ..lord pls give me more courage to overcome all this..because sometimes I want to give up because it's tiring but because I see them happy or whatever I try to resist all the trials you give me ... lord it's just you that I take courage ... guide you always love me ... even though I don't come to your house often but you're always in the heart of my mind..even if you cheat you cheat because you took my parents from me right away even though I wasn't ready but I accepted even though it was painful because I was with you you have them, they don't feel any pain anymore..always strengthen my heart ah..in all the trials that have come my way, you are the one I cling to .. #RandomThoughts