@chikspere13 20 May 2021 more from that month

Have you ever experienced being out of place..? I've experienced that before and from that moment I learned how to manage it. 15 years ago I was out of placed by some members of the family and I absorb it deeply. The hurt, the shame,being an outcast and it really affect my self-esteem. I almost lost for a months thinking of it and I was so depressed. Until one day I talk to myself why? From that very moment angered was on my heart and revenge is on my head. But I did nothing. I read books, I planted so many orchids before and I was just sleeping after gardening and read books just to fall asleep and forget those times. I regain self-confidence again. I found a job..I entered four companies and landed a job, have a lot of friends and their I can say I don't care about OOP (outofplace) . I know how to handle now, I know how to ignore stupid people,I know how to entertain myself,I am wise enough now. For sure those people who let me feel being nothing are now the people who wanted my attention. But, it's too late. I am once was lost, but now they will never find me even just im here. I give them the feeling of (So near yet, so far).