@chikspere13 7 October 2022 more from that month

Stabbing Pain https://youtu.be/bqCW-tFH9nU I'm about to sleep but this song stabbed me and I'm in pain. This is such a romantic slow jam love song from Joe. I don't know why I felt a sudden sadness. .. wishing one day I'll be dancing with him in this music again..but it's all gone now. So many changes happen . I know I'm not getting any younger..so this time I will enjoy life and I want to be happy everyday . Some things are wrong and not meant to be. ..but I cannot blame myself because I am Chikky the nut bag lady. So for now , I want to make happy memories with someone ..come what may ..I just want to be close to him even just for awhile.. You know you always make my day...thanks for the laughter..wishing a chance to be with you someday and I hope we could dance to that song...but you are not romantic..you are a man of humor and intelligence ..a man of few words..which makes me more interested.. Goodnight! ,❤️ Chikky