WHY IT KEEPS HURTING My photo's reflection in the water is not the same on the actual physical features of me. Nobody knew us until we let them know who really are we. It is a privileged to someone if we let them know who we are. My reflection in the water is like art. It was painted without focus. It was painted in accident. It looks like a messing pastel painted by a shit and mad painter. But my reflection is obviously floating like a wicked beautiful creature in the water that doesn't know where the shore is and just following the guide...me..the one alive . The more I look into it..the more I know myself and can't accept some of it..my attitude. Few people accept me as who I am. And they're the one who let me know that I was loved in behalf of my bad behavior and attitude. And those who don't are just passersby in my life. Those who loved me often listens to me and understands me and adjust to those things I don't like so it wont keep hurting me. But those who don't , dragged me and pound my heart mercilessly. Because they don't understand, because I was not loved by them. But why it keeps hurting this way when you know the people you love didn't even give a damn to favor you are asking! Because you are not loved! You are invisible! You are hard to understand! You don't have worth to them chikspere13!💔 Put that in mind! Moved away Chikky and forget those people! But how can I? I'm too damned, crazy loving them...😥
You are learning lesson from your life my dear.. You should remove from your heart such person that doesn't know about importance of your love... Give love and receive love otherwise leave them.. Respect is my priority in my life rule first
I also like sitting on the beach and walking on the sea water. We have the longest beach in the world in our country.