@chikspere13 30 October 2022 more from that month

It's All In Your Head This a lesson I learned from one of my closest friend. Last month we met again and talked about our life and her son. She was a single mom. She is beautiful. The story behind the imperfections of her life is too long to write here. And to make a long story short ..I told her to fall in love again. Her answers to me is this.. "It's hard to find true love and sincere relationship nowadays. Some think that finding someone is as easy as counting one,two, three..imagine this Chikky..what if I have disability..it's so difficult to for me to be loved..men nowadays are practical and love nowadays is like technology. Press enter when you like, press space when gets bored and shutdown if it's done. Now look at me, I am like a disable woman..why? I have a child ..I am a single mom..few people are open minded but some will judge me. I've been from the most crucial part of my life- moving on! Think of this normal woman even can't find love and relationships easily how much more like me..with such a dark past? .. This my answer to her... Go , find someone in dating apps.. everything now is just one click away..go with the flow and trend. She answered me.. Even all the dating apps and sites will be on my phone if..it is still nothing when no one will do..it is like ..just ..they will fooled you or you fooled yourself..the right man will come, the right relationship will come, true love will come..and when it comes , it's like Christmas! I never assume and expect love from anyone..I should love myself first..making myself looks good and feel good..this is not for anyone..this is for me and for my son..and if the right guy will come..he will be just a bonus. I answered her.. You are right..you may bathed yourself with so many dating apps if you don't have appeal lol..you will just a toy to somebody in the internet who is bored lol! We chat again last night...hmmmm telling me ..she had a new bf lol! Hmmm a police officer 😝 Happy for her! To those who expect..stop ..it may hurt you more..fix yourself first..if you won't then..so,so So go..fantasize more because those fantasies are just all in your head. My beef spicy shawarma is not a fantasy...this is my real lunch ✌️😝