@chikspere13 5 December 2021 more from that month

TOO EARLY and I MISS the GLEAM! I just woke up..this is so early! Why I miss Scott Carstairs? It's been days my notifications on his channel is so quiet. It's Monday now and I used to listen to him every Monday sometimes earlier than 2am. It's hard for me to go back again to sleep..today is my free day I want to stay in bed and just listen to his guitar. I hope he will stream today..I almost watch all his IG videos and replays..and..oh no..I want to go to the kitchen and drink water but I'm too scared.. 😂 I'm alone is awake and I'm just thinking Scott to overcome fear. They say devil's hour is between 2-4am!