@calvy28 10 April 2021 more from that month

I loved him. I loved him the same way I first learned what “love” was— thinking about it all night, then saying it out loud, then trying it out in sentences, then completely knowing all at once. and I loved him inasmuch as I understood the meaning of the word. I loved him like his soul and mine are one—if there’s ever such a thing. but I sure loved him like he were a part of my body— the same way I love myself, or maybe a bit more, and maybe I still do. — AJ Generillo