@calvy28 5 May 2021 more from that month

I can't sleep so I open spotify and pick just any song and then after 5 songs, IF by Rivermaya suddenly played i remember you,how you sang it to me over the phone in our random night talks, guess it's one of many night's that you suddenly came and visit in my mind or this is me feeling guilty again for leaving you hanging like that without explanation and just disappeared, I won't deny it that our story may not end up well but there's a lot happy moments in there,have so many things i wanted to say to you but I got no courage,all I can do is hope that you are doing fine and may you find happiness in life.Im sorry..