What you are about to read is 90% SADNESS, so skip this one if you're not into this stuff.
Please.. but if you insist, keep reading then!
So, I am currently working for my 3rd article for my job, but I got bored and tired, so I decided to talk to some friends on the other paying app I'm using. And then, as we keep talking and sharing stuff, it made me realize that the more I talked to people, the more I felt so alone.
I guess depression is back to (as always) ruin my mood again. Have you guys ever experienced it before? You know the feeling when you are surrounded by many but you still feel empty inside.
I wish I could just ignore the feeling and just move on. But I just don't know how and it sucks big time. None of my family knew that I've been in this situation for long decades. All they see is a happy version of me. Uggg..
Oh well, that's life. You have to undergo stress and all the bad vibes to learn more about life. I just wish (if given a chance to have 1 real wish) that one day, someone would be there to help with this misery.
See.. I told you! It's 90% SADNESS. Actually, it's 101% SADNESS. You've just warned though. But thanks for reading.
PS: Photos are free images from Unsplash.
that feeling surrounded by many yet feeling alone, is not a feeling we all want to feel.