@bmjc98 2 January 2022 more from that month

2022 and I feel like I'm not in a good shape now. Depression attacks again. Although I'm trying to act okay yesterday, somehow, this depression doesn't want to leave me. Anyway, just woke up and my head hurts big time. It's just my nephew went to bed early last night and woke up early too. Like seriously, he woke up around 10 pm and stayed awake until 4 or 5 am. He's the reason why I didn't write anything yesterday. Whenever his mom tried to pick him up, he'd cry nonstop because he only wanted me instead. In his last tantrum, he wanted to sleep in the hammock outside the garage. So yeah, we slept there until I woke up at 7 and decided to move to my bed. 😵😵