@blingbling 27 October 2020 edited

How to forget you?

Question that hunted me for years, Question that i never thought i'd have my answer, Well, it all started with a simple Hi, Got to know each other, fell in love in the end! Kidding! I like to consider that our love story Was a bitter sweet one. Before you i was doing okay with my life. You came in the picture and change it all With just a snap of a finger. You made things easy for me You made me the happiest You became my world. I took the chance and jump Fall as hard as i did. To me loving you was like madness, I never really understood love before But when i met you, i know i'm willing To put up with anything. Climed mountains , crossed oceans for you. What a cliche right? But just like the movies we watch On the television it always come to an end. And our love story did not end pretty well. Hurtful words have been thrown, tears shed, Disappointment after another, life after lie. Ugly truths been exposed, all that is left was broken trust and broken promise. When she left my world crumbled. I have no idea what to do with myself anymore So i hid to the world, throw my dreams away. Simply, lost myself in that relationship. You know whats the hardest part when moving on Its when you have to tell yourself and Convince yourself that the person you loved So much dont love you anymore. You have to swallow the pill that she doesnt Feel the same way about you, that shes long gone, That all that is left to do is to Accept that everything is gone everything Is ruined, accept that she fell out of love. It took me years to come to my senses, Took a toll on me, but when i figured The answer that i was looking for was Clear as cyrstal that all along it was for me To remember my worth, to remember what I deserved.