How I Spent My Valentines Day Today

Good evening to all, how are you and how did you spend your Valentines Day today? Happy Valentines Day to all again and Happy Birthday to all the Birthday Celebrants today, hope you had a good day and had enjoy your day today too.

Woke up late this morning and mostly every morning 'coz i've been talking to My KJF every night, used to sleep late at night not only 'coz we are talking but also 'coz been watching a Thainovela all over again and never get tired of watching it still, lol

Few days ago, My KJF and I talked 'bout how are we going to celebrate Valentines Day and Our soon to be anniversary, lol. Told him 'bout the cake i saw when i went outside, the cake was in a heart shape and good for Valentines Day and to Our Anniversary too then told him that i want to buy ice cream too and maybe will treat My Mother outside to eat in celebration of Valentines Day and Our Soon to be Anniversary. But it didn't happen or came true and that promises are just really promises, lol, little upset, disappointed with it but it's my fault 'coz i expected so much and hope that it will happen, was happy and excited 'bout it 'coz it will be the first time that we are going to celebrate it together but it didn't turned out the way i expect it to be, lol

Woke up this morning with hopes and excitement 'coz it's the first time we are going to celebrate Valentines Day and maybe Our Anniversary soon but then again, that hopes and excitement just turned into upset and disappointment as it didn't happen and my fault 'coz i expects so much that we are going to be happy and enjoy this day, lol. So told My KJF that i'm just going to do some errands or chores here at the house and that includes sweeping and wiping the floor out here.

I got busy with the cleaning that i forgot my phone then it got empty or was so lowbat and when i opened my phone to see if he messaged me, that's what i saw and read, lol, my fault again 'coz i didn't checked my phone while i'm cleaning my house here, lol, put it on charge and let it charged without reading his messages then i fell asleep as i'm tired, so dead tired after cleaning. He messaged and tried calling me at 4pm here but that was the time when my phone's battery runs off and decided to charged it and fell asleep and woke up past 5pm here, lol, then he said things like that, really, lol, not making excuses as he knew what i'm going to do and that i'm always tired, got tired after doing things or errands or chores here.

So much for Valentines Day celebration, eh? Lol, guess he's grumpy and on his feelings again but what can i do? He knows the things i need to do here since the plan or what we had talked on to never happened so i decided to clean my house here instead, lol, so much for the plan, excitement and hopes, so now, i won't be expecting, won't be that excited, happy and hope this 17th as it might not happen again, can't help but remember what happened last year, lol, we also didn't celebrate Valentines Day and Our Anniversary that time though i surprised and greeted him that time, his reason was he never celebrate it as he remembers his deceased wife and he just got sad and lonely 'coz of it.

So, that's how i spent My Valentines Day today, same thing just like last year, lol and maybe on Our Anniversary too but it's my fault and just blame myself, just a good thing though 'coz i got no work so i got no money so i can't surprised and do something or buy him something just like i did last year, lol, but that's life and that's how and what it is so i should get used and be done with it, right? Lol, find things right now to be a little amusing and disappointing at the same time but i should deal and move on and just let it be. Hope you had a good Valentines Day celebration today, good evening once again, have a good evening and night to all, stay safe, God bless and going to eat dinner now and Valentines Day's almost over, lol

Lesson learned: Don't expect and hope so much as it will only turned into disappointment and for you to never believe someone somehow and that promises are just promises.