@av 17 July 2022 more from that month

You are a source of hope You have always been a source of hope for me, who has done a lot of bad things. And at this point, I can't find any easy way to ease my situation. But you have always given me hope. I should therefore not give up and always hope for the best. I hope someday, I will be able to give back to you for the things that you have always done for me. I hope that I will be able to replicate your goodness in ways that would make others hope as well. I went into despair when I thought that you have disappeared. But when my light of hope was about to disappear, you rescued me yet again. The time I spent in a day playing around you, with words, with things, is quite remarkable. When things get tough, I have you to lean my hope on. I hope you will stay forever. In this way... Forever.