@av 25 July 2022 more from that month

Cheers for every passing realization How do I put my thoughts to words just right? Maybe I am not trying hard enough. But you see, I am trying still. And in every way I have the juice and appetite to write, I do right. For with a willing spirit I right better than when I am dragging my soul to write. No matter how pathetic I am, I still try to live painstakingly. I battle with my indulgence, with my gluttony, with my many wants and desires despite my meager means. It is rewarding always. Every time I drag myself to work a little, I eventually have my adrenaline rush. And I would suddenly have realizations and inexplicable blissful feelings. It is hard as always to put them into words. I have also a problem figuring out how to explain them. Indeed they are inexplicable. So I just offer my thanks... Cheers for every passing realization... It warms my soul to at least experience euphoria once in a while. It recenters me away from negativity. Now and again, I am saved by those priceless moments. Forever I am grateful. I am still blessed beyond what words can explain.