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@attentionseeker24 2 August 2025

There are times we are preoccupied of many things. We have questions that make us bother but life goes on. It doesn't stay there we must move for the clock will not wait our moods and vibes to get back normal. Life is tough but we can't be stiff stuck of the wanders of our imagination. Happy weekend, How's your morning?

@attentionseeker24 1 August 2025

We were watching a food vlog from YouTube then suddenly the vlogger was in our city. Flexing the place and the food kiosk found there. Then hubby invited me to go there to experience the ambiance and to observe what was going on there. Happy First day of August everyone. Good morning everyone

@attentionseeker24 30 July 2025

I slept early at 6 pm and when I woke up Im puzzled what time is it. I thought it's already midnight and surprised hubby just entered to our bedroom. I thought he went to office already. Anyways Good evening everyone.

@attentionseeker24 28 July 2025

We have a gloomy and a little rain this morning but I woke up early. And do the given task from karaoke. After that I exercise a little just to move my body and to sweat then here I am posting to read. Good morning everyone Happy Tuesday.

@attentionseeker24 28 July 2025

Sometimes our heart's and mind overwhelmed the situations. We forget how to make a solution. We are stock in the unpleasant happenings of life. Good morning Monday another day to grind.

@attentionseeker24 27 July 2025

Good thing it didn't rain all day but occasionally. Not bad and Mr. sunny came out too. Having experienced flood around the area and entered the house. Hearing the whooshing sound of rain it scares me. Thinking the rain to stop right away. Anyways I had a productive day. How about you?

@attentionseeker24 26 July 2025

It's already late night needed to sleep. I had a long day earlier. But I found exciting and interesting the best part is that sunny day came after a rainy last week. Good night everyone

@attentionseeker24 26 July 2025

Hello everyone It's been awhile I haven't posted here. Good thing we have a sunny day and I did a laundry at Saturday. I feels good there's no more dirty clothes in the laundry basket. Good Morning everyone. How's everyone here?

@attentionseeker24 18 June 2024

I'm Trying To Be Healthy at 40's If you're used to eat unhealthy and forgetting we aged and still we can bring those bad habits for our health. We regret it when getting sick, so be mindfull of the food we ate because what we ate is what we become. When no one reminded us to eat healthy and be fit we must put it in our senses. Not what we want always on our side. Sometimes we become sick because of what we ate and never indulge ourselves to physical activities. I admit I'm at my 40's and still enjoying to eat sweets and salty foods the processesed foods. Easy and quick foods are unhealthy. Cakes are the guilty pleasures we have when there's an occasion. We can't deny it, we love having them especially we have celebration at homes or at office. There are cakes that for keto diet but its expensive. Why We choose Fastfood All The Time When heading to the mall its the easiest and fast we can eat our foods right away. When at work we just dialed a number or sends them a message a delivery will arrived. When family gatherings its the easiest and on the go foods to bring. When we are lazy to cook at home a dial away can bring us foods at our table. Its only a few steps to reach fastfood in our places. But if we think our health we need to exert extra efforts, because later we'll be the one to suffer. And when upon sufferings we have we tried to back track why we have this illnesses that supposed to be we enjoy life freely without uncomfortable feeling's. Without taking our maintenance medicines. I'm not a health food eater, I love to eat junk foods specially chips the salty, and from the fastfoods. But recently I was caught by cough I thought a simple cough that could go away after a week I didn't expect it lasted until now. I was caught by May 11, 2024. And I really suffered every night with my itchy throat and dry cough until I decided to have a physician check my health. He gave me steroids to loosen the cough in my airways. Those medication lasted for 10 days in total and until now I'm still coughing. I don't have any intention to go back but if its really needed I will go back to the doctor. Currently I'm taking only my Vitamins like my Vitamin C, with zinc and Vitamin D3 and Green tea with Jasmine. I self medicate I hope it can heal, and I boiled fresh ginger with garlic and squeeze some lemons. Searching from Google of what I'm going through with my cough because its the first time I catch my breath eveytime I cough at night. I searched coughing during monthly period, and there I found. Its called hornonal cough it will go away when period has finished and in some cases its a post menopausal transition. And from what I've read maybe there's no medication into ths. I'm just hoping my cough will be healed I want a normal life. When I had my check up with the doctor, the doctor wondered because my oxygen level is 99. And I have never show any signs of having an asthma. He asked me twice if I have an asthma and I said no. And I connect to his findings from what I've searched that maybe it's hormonal cough, because my cough lessens when my menstruation is active. I'm trying to eat healthy too but I'm having difficulty because its expensive and some are rare to find. My cousin once shared that I'll try lowcarb diet and in my thoughts I don't know if I can deal with it. Because of my PCOS I'm always starving. But I can managed not to eat after 3 o'clock pm. Until the next day but still I'm big. Dark Chocolates They are healthy chocolate unlike the milk chocolate are more sweeter than this. Its healthier because it has more essential nutrients like iron, magnesium, copper and manganese. When you are at 40's there are specific vitamins and minerals we should take like this one Fish Oil. Its good for the heart, brain and eyes. Prevention from Alzheimer's disease and other heart diseases. Sometimes being healthy is a lot of work too but thinking being sick is harder and thinking the sufferings its really difficult so I choose to be healthy and in reality I become trying hard to achieve the so-called healthy lifestyle and healthy diet. I have not yet started it But I'm trying my healthy journal with this all I'm hoping I can do it for myself and to my love ones that they will not sacrifice to the burden I'm bringin up when I'm sick So this it thank you for having a time in reading my article hope you have some idea and lessons to get from it. Until my next blog. Have a great and wonderful day everyone.

@attentionseeker24 6 June 2024

Coming Back It's been awhile that I haven't visited here almost more than a year. Many things had happened and have happen. I'm trying to be more active here. What's Behind of Being Inactive Here Personal life - dealing with personal problems financially. Lack of Focus - can't just go here and write anything I need time to write properly and organized. Trying Other Social media - I'm trying my luck to enter the world of Facebook but I had no luck at all. And currently I'm at Tangled.com Adjustments - so many things I have to adjust from the time being Time Management - as I started my professional dashboard from Facebook I need so much time to upload my original videos strictly follow their rules, my time consumes in editing engagement to the comments. I made this photo through ai generated app. And this one makes my day brighten up and inspired what to generate next. Trying to create images from my idea and imagination. Fields of Dandelions. What Makes me Busy This Time Tangled.com - I just signed up there from the start of the year. Surveys - Even before I have this surveys to answer and earn from it Spin To Win - It's my old gaming app that there's some tricks how to win. Ai Generation app - Makes my day relax while using this app. Chores at Home - Unending of chores at home and it's a must to attend and fixed the things to organize them. Life Lessons Upon my journey in life, there are many things before I can't understand but as I go my journey day by day. Some I understand how things went this way not my way. Before I felt so neglected and left behind why me always not in the list. Why me haven't picked but others are easily noticed. And saw some reasons behind. And it's true God always protect us in whatever decisions in life we made. We are angry to those results we got because it's not in our will. Sometimes we get into cursing because of the eagerness that we really wanted that particular things or happenings in our life. Then we become depressed to those reactions we made. Actually we let ourselves put In a difficult situations. We become stagnant of waiting in nothing. But still I need more lessons to learned in life. It's not an easy way access everyday we are dealing the struggles and hardships in life unknowingly. We aren't prepared for it. We become numb overtime. But when we learned life is a whole lot processed to work with. Then we are enlightened to do better and best what life throws us. I made this ai image it's called complex dream, photo below. Maybe I'm stressed and pressured this lately and my health it's not good at it. I have some allergies to dealt with good thing I got well from it. I had my check up done given a medication. Might be the that's what my body reactions to those struggles I had. I'm hoping and praying life will be good this time and what to do next if there are still challenges and hindrances in my life. Until here good day everyone. Thank you so much for your time in reading my article. Have a great day.

@attentionseeker24 1 April 2024

I'm happy that read.cash is back, soon I'll have my article written just preparing myself to manage my schedule.

@attentionseeker24 24 April 2023

Music In My Heart I really love listening to music ever since when I was still a kid. I like to sing songs together with the cassette playing on the Fm stations. But I'm not really good at it, but trying to be in tune of the songs I like. I have plenty of songs that I've heard with different genre and each of them represent my different emotions through out the day. I was only introduced to metal music because hubby loves that genre and there are few of them that I like. When I was doing dishes this morning I've heard playing "Don't Know What To Say" sung by Ric Segretto. And decided to write article about music, here I am gathering my thoughts. My Recently Favorite Songs If thinking about song there were many in my mind but I'll choose only that's recently have memories, I can't forget every time hearing those music whenever I go. And its very true they can help us relax and changes our mood to what genre is playing. Talking of genre there are many genre and sub genre you could choose from. But I'll go with the simplest and basic genre that everyone can relate too. I have my list but they are not chronological order they are randomly chosen from my lists. 1 . The Loneliest Girl - From animated series Carole and Tuesday Here's the story what's behind from that song, it was morning hubby still not yet arrived from work, then I decided to scroll Netflix movies and bumped to this animated series and trying to watched the first episode. I like the plot and the way the animation they deliver to the audience, I was struck to it continue watching until Carole and Tuesday tries to make a song the lyrics was not ready but the rhythm and tune is already. That was 2021 still in the pandemic time, maybe I'm still from the adjustment period because hubby just got back to site after a year of working from home. Finding this series soothes what I felt during those times. 2 . One More Time, One More Chance - Again an OST Official Soundtrack from the anime movie, 5 Centimeters Per Second. It was Valentines in the year of 2021. I felt so gloomy, my vibes got so low, as if my tears will fall down to my cheeks. But after what I felt hubby and I went to 711 he bought me mini bunch of dark chocolates and I'm surprised for I didn't expected at all. We went home hubby fall asleep while me scrolling again from Netflix, then I watched 5 Centimeters Per Second, the summary is about Takaki different moments of his life, the sad part he is in love with Akari but they had never given a chance to be together. Takaki is just a mysterious guy whom Kanae is in love with him. But a one sided love because Takaki longs to be with Akari and its impossible to happen. The story ends with desperation of being not together. And every time I heard the song it breaks my heart a Japanese song but there are translations. Hearing for the first time it made me listen to You Tube the whole morning. It was sung by: Masayoshi Yamasaki. Still I felt pain in my heart every time I heard that song. From the photo below Kanae saw Takaki from afar. 3 . Don't Know What to Say - A classic OPM (Original Pinoy Music) From this song it flashes back my childhood memories, it was summer then, when I'm alone at the living room listening to the cassette playing this song, I'm not alone literally because grandma was sleeping in her room. It made a beautiful memory because the vibes which I like much being alone in a room enjoying my own company, and it relates last year a friend of mine from noise eagerly invited me to join wesing but I'm already a user of the app I only uninstall it. She made me decide to re install again the app because she shared her songs from wesing and to my surprise its Don't Know What to Say, and being curious because that was a very classic song. One of my favorite songs and maybe the only song that I could join singing when I was younger that I'm a bit of tune. Every time I heard that song there are two memories present in my mind. 4 . With A Smile - Eheads or Eraserheads, popularly known as the Beatles of the Philippines as the local Original Pinoy Music band. It is our theme song hubby and I, but there were experience from that song. A light one, it was one sunny afternoon I'm not feeling well, even a cents or a peso to buy some medicine I don't have, so then, hubby told his brother-in-law to buy some if it is okay, and he said yes to hubby. I had a fever with cough and phlegm. The scenario I'm watching the graduation from the television and there were some bands and they were playing "With A Smile" by Eheads and it made me cry because I felt pity to myself during those days. I remembered my late mother that I'm not with my own family. Feeling hopeless. And it added to my sickness of being felt depress about it. Until I overcome and used being with hubby's family but they are all nice to me specially hubby. But only one thing sometimes being tired because hubby is a hard drinker of liquor. Can't say no to his friends. The rest is history that's why every time I heard "With A Smile" that is the one thing pops up. 5 . Close To You - Whigfield, feeling of nostalgic hearing and singing this song. I was in my third year high school when its on the hot playlist but from that time I felt suffocated about that song because every where was playing anywhere. Even my close friend it was her favorite and at present ended up she was the one in my mind every time I heard that song. She is still alive but we have a huge gap. yes we are friends from Facebook but never took the chances to have a bonding moments. At present she has kids the eldest is already in college but she has a baby now I think her fifth child. There were moments when we were young she told me in a humor way that if she is gonna marry a millionaire she will never forget me to help or anything she could offer, a childish mind that thinks life is easier with kids in early teens. But we had a great bond when I had my monthly period can't bear the pain she offer some hot compress. 6 . Kaleidoscope World - Francis M, those were my college days when hubby and I were still a boyfriend and Girlfriend relationship. A friend of mine invited me to watch their undistorted contest of alternative band. Actually he was my suitor since I was second year high school but let him wait and without his knowledge me and hubby were dating already from that time. The day of their contest but hubby has a fever at that time but hubby insisted to watch though he was chilling cold and the first time I heard that song from late Francis Magalona, a famous Filipino rap artist. We didn't finish the contest we went to hubby's home with a taxi. I slept in their home but I'm in the room with hubby's sister. That's the other factor that I choose hubby is really right for me. He is willing to take risk just to comfort me. Yes we had many hardships that encountered but we can cope too. I'm still hoping to be more stronger with him as days goes by. 7 . Magasin - Eheads, favorite hubby's to play in guitar and I'm singing with him too, there are a lot of Eheads songs that hubby played with and I like it too. 8 . Born Free - Andy Williams, my childhood music and every time hearing that being played in vinyl there's an occasion at home because aunt and uncle were busy preparing for the said occasion. Actually it was my uncle favorite piece to listen in vinyl. And as a child excited for later events. My mother and grandma just staying to there room while me enjoying the occasion. I was raised in extended family set ups. But its okay and until now I still keep in touch with my aunt and cousins, they live in a different house at present. There's a lot in my mind but I'm tired already maybe next time I could add up some memories of songs. Memories are also like perfumes, we become nostalgic every time smelling the scent that is familiar with us. It goes with foods and music can turn us back memories its either good or bad but the point is we had experience and it made us learn a lesson in life. Know the purposed we had now. Have a great day every one, thank you for continuing support by reading and appreciating my articles. Be safe everyone. All photos are not mine.

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@attentionseeker24 16 April 2023

Cosplay The New Trend of The Teens Before I begin my article I just wanted to let you know how my Saturday went yesterday. I fixed myself early morning getting ready because I will go to my husband after his shift because its the birthday of his colleague and a friend. But I only went to the sari sari store near from their office, they have their liquor with them enjoying the celebration while me only beside my husband just sitting and listening to their stories. I only a had bottle water with me, and one of his friend offer chocolate candy cloud 9, at first I'm hesitant but still I accept and ate it, in my mind he will think I'm snobbish. Sometimes Toxic Filipino culture thinking first what would others will say rather than what we feel. And I'm very like that. April 15, 2023 Saturday, in the middle of their birthday moments their boss came too with his partner. Finally, their birthday moments ended. And we were under that Indian Mango tree, a good ambiance to have bonding with friends. After we joined the birthday celebration we went out for lunch my hubby only and me. Hubby's friends go separately with us too. After our lunch we went inside Festive Walk Mall and there were many cosplayers they had a contest and I'm so excited seeing different costumes whom they portrayed and hubby will be like not liking the crowded places with many people roaming around while me enjoying until hubby annoys me telling me that its really good to have fun with cosplays if you are below 20's rather than more than 35 years, ouch and he hit me hard, but I really love seeing cosplayers as if I'm in another world. I can easily appreciate cosplayers, if during my era's there were cosplays maybe I will join but that is true hubby is telling the truth I'm not really fit in their trends as a cosplayer. When was Cosplay Created? It was created 1984 in Japan, with the convention of different costumes portraying the rule of their different anime character. Who Invented Cosplay? Nobuyuki Takahashi invented cosplay, The Japanese term Kosupure, anglicized as cosplay, is a portmanteau of the English words costumes play. Why I Really Like Cosplay and Anime Can create the artistic side of the player, they know how to manage and make their own improvised side costumes like the boxes and other extra linens. They can express their thoughts on how to deal with the role they play. They study the character they portrayed and internalize in themselves. It doesn't matter if you're an antagonist or a protagonist, what matters is how you portray the roles. Having a break from the real world we live in, because in anime and gamers world all is possible because of their super powers and being mutant that enables them to protect themselves from the attackers. In Anime world there are no mortals living, all are immortals but how they will detect the weakest point of their opponent. Its fun watching anime because there are similarities with us human, the difference only they have their super powers, but they have feelings too. Can help us forget the problems we have in our present life. We can match the behaviors we have and the attitude we have to the character of our favorite anime. Lastly, there's more in the world to explore and discover might have some basis in reality that are not yet publicized. The photo below is the happening yesterday from the mall, where cosplayers participated and each of them took a snap with their friends who also joined the event. I think its the new trend among teens nowadays, for me it's a good event conducted by the event organizers to help the teens divert their thoughts in a different approach of reality not the literally called reality that made them suffocated and drowning of too overwhelming factors in their every day lives. Thank you so much for dropping by and reading my article. All photos are mine except for the lead image from Unsplash. God Bless us always.

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@attentionseeker24 28 March 2023

Family is Love "Family Having Time Together is a Gift" -Joanna Gaines- Personally I don't have my own family my mother died when I was 23 she died with the enlargement of the heart. They were separated with my father when I was still a child but also my father died last 2016, but haven't given a chance to saw him as his last days for he lived in Misamis Oriental at Mindanao and that's very far and it's late that I've known the sad news. I was reached out by my relatives in Facebook she said that she was trying to contact me but late already I received her message. Though I'm not close with my father I've felt a little saddened in my part we don't given a chance to correct the mistakes that each of us bear in our minds pointing each fault. But I forgive him in my prayers and I forgive myself too. And I'm the only child from my both parents. My Childhood I was raised in the extended family set up, me my late mother and late grandmother were together in one room. But that house was own by our grandmother. And from the other side lived my aunt the sister of my mother together with her family: her husband and six children my cousins. I've spent my childhood together with my cousins but during those times I'm the youngest, I'm only 5 years old at that time but my cousins were already in college. So they treated me as their youngest sibling. They've given much love through giving some gifts when they had already their salary and they've given love by teaching me some of the basics in school telling things about life. From my innocent mind as a child. From my photo that's me and my aunt she's the one who come up in stage to pin a medal because my mother also had her recognition as an advisory teacher can't leave the school. Adolescent Years Growing up, they slowly leaving the house the eldest female cousin was trying to find her calling by doing searched in as a nun, they were two of them join searched in, but the eldest only succeeded the younger one decided not to push it through leaves the convent and continue her success in career as a nurse. But sadly to say my nurse cousin pursue her career in Manila. At home I'm with my male youngest cousin we became closed I was highschool and he was graduating in college. And my other female cousin who works in a bank at that time. Life must go on. They went home during occasions and holidays. The eldest cousin had already a family of his own and moved out from the house. The house seemed empty already but life must go on still. Vacate from the Place We transferred our home because it's not our own lot we just rented. So we became separated, my aunt had their own house whom my cousin prepared it for them, while me my mother and grandmother rented a house for we don't have our own house to live yet. But it doesn't end like that. My mother was alone living to her rented house I go with my aunt and cousins together with my grandma my cousin save a room for us. But I just went home to my mom every weekend and it's okay for her too, but my mother does financing with my studies and allowance, only that I lived with my aunt and cousins. My 7th birthday from the left and the mature me but a throwback photo of 2019 from the right. When I'm Sick During my childhood years everytime I had a fever I'll wait for my female cousins to arrived from work or school just to let them made me a sponge bath. And I really felt safe taking care whenever I felt not well. And sometimes I do sleepover when Friday comes. I brought with me my own pillows and going up to their room. I felt so loved by them I thought it will not last but life is changing everyone else they have priorities in life too to achieve. I Hate my Favorite Cousin There's a time that I hated my eldest female cousin because she finally had her vows as a nun. I really hate her at that time leaving me for years I cried a lot at nights my mother only listens to my heart aches with my cousin. But before leaving she told me to wrote her a letter every thing what I'm doing I'll tell her, but it didn't happened. I'm not fond of writing letters until she was not updated with me anymore. I'm Becoming and Adult Being in a Relationship They were against with my relationship with my boyfriend and now my husband, yes I got their point they were worried about my future what will be. But my husband and I fought our love prove to them they were wrong. And now they accepted our relationship. No more worries from them. From left my dear aunt and my nun cousin it was taken 2017, me at the center. Every 3 to 4 years my nun cousin went home for a vacation. She is based in Texas US, her mission as a nun took place there. I'm used that she's away time to time. Simple Birthday Celebration of the Eldest Cousin This Friday I'm trying to contact my other cousin whom a nurse asking her what time of her arrival in our place because she's planning to have a quick vacation of three days, to my surprised she invited me for a birthday celebration of her eldest brother. My nun cousin is also here for a vacation too, and she send me a message Saturday morning already asking me if I'm willing to join the birthday celebration and answering her back sure I'll go too. The day of the birthday celebration, the one with the red shirt is my eldest cousin that's Toto, he's already senior citizen, next to him is my niece daughter of the youngest cousin and her sibling too, but the little girl is Toto's daughter, my aunt, me wears black dress, standing my nurse cousin, beside me the youngest cousin I have with her daughter too. His wife wore a short and with wore jeans the wife of Toto the celebrant. Time is Real Quick Time is fast if you have moments enjoying it, can't be paused or stop it will end eventually. I went home at nine in the evening but Toto drives me home. I brought with me some foods for my hubby. A real quick Funtime. Hoping I can spend time with them the soonest when there's more time to spent, stories to tell and giggles to some funny stuff. Thank you for giving time reading my article hope you've enjoyed your time here, all photos are mine, except for the lead image. Until my next article see you God bless us all.

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@attentionseeker24 19 March 2023

Does our Dreams Has Connections in our Waking life? From my own opinion, dreams are the product of the activities while we are awake or it is the hidden emotions that reflected in our dreams, it is the unresolved feelings of desires, longing, envy from someone that we get hold of it. The other way around dreams are the little monsters hidden in our own demons. In reality we cannot show to anyone else. That is why dreams are the reflections of really who we are in person. If we are in our dreams we can do whatever we want, it can be tricky. We thought sometimes our dreams is in our side but it is the opposite happening inside in our dreams. It can be shifted into several scenarios and most of the time we forgotten all of our dreams that night. Based on my readings if you forgotten your dreams when waking up, you just made a nice and deep sleep. But if you remembered the details of the events in your dreams it has something to warn, protect and serves as reminder in our waking life. Been Away For The Couple of Months My first come back article since last January this year. I thought I could write something nice though our situation is not yet stable. I mean with stable: that my husband can find his job. Finally, he landed a job just this February last month, after four months of looking online as VA, but his luck not fall to this VA or virtual assistant. It was his last resort to go back as a call center agent or customer service representative. We accepted the fact that being a virtual assistant is not for him. And I'm very grateful of whatever job he has now. Challenges Taught us The Hard Way It's tested and proven that life will taught us if the things we are used before will disappear. We value the blessings if will took away from us. At four months that my husband has no work make me realized things in life. And a lesson to instill in my heart that, don't take for granted the blessings you have right now. Embraced and dearly appreciate it. About My Dream Last Thursday I had a dream where my late mother-in-law was there but I saw her giggling talking to me after I woke up. I didn't feel well I have a high temperature of fever. But I continue my daily routine like doing chores, until noontime till three o'clock pm I have chills and still manage to make my ginger tea, and took my Biogesic for my fever and it lessen my fever. I thought it will stop there. Until the next morning I don't feel well every noontime till late afternoon I don't feel well. Then on Sunday morning, I decided to lit a candle and praying for the souls of our faithfully departed. After saying those prayers I also pray for the protection against evil temptations and evil deceptions. And my fever went away hoping it will not come back. Sometimes souls thought they are forgotten. They need to be remembered through our dreams. Every Dreams We Remembered Every time I remembered my dream I searched online the meaning of those and reconnect to my waking life. One dream I remembered I was running away from someone that is chasing in my dreams. But I saw the meaning online, it says I'm running away from the real feelings I have. Many interpretations just popping up, others would say running away from someone in waking life or avoiding an event that is coming in your life. In everyday we live we learn things, though we thought that we know what to do in encountering the same situations we have but there are different circumstances may happen, we need to seek guidance from our dear God giving us the wisdom what to do and strengthen our faith to Him. Have a great day every one. Thank you for stopping by in reading my come back article hoping you've enjoyed it. All of my images from wallpapers online and pinterest.

@attentionseeker24 8 January 2023

Leave Them All Behind The eight day of the month of January in the year of 2023 and its Sunday, year of the Rabbit. I was telling myself last year to write a recap or journey of my 2022 but I wasn't able to do that. First I have no motivation to write, from me personally. I was acting okay facing the crowd. But deep inside many recollection of memories are coming back to me. I'm a sensitive kind of person, from others a little appreciation is nothing for them but for me its a big deal specially a person pays much attention to my stories and remembers me out of nowhere. Because only a few of them could. I don't know if I'm a loner. But I'm contented the way my life it is. My close friend from highschool told me that my life is boring. I just smiled, that is who I am. Daily Routines Waking up and from the bed, checking my phone from cash to app and my earning games. But as days goes by they are becoming lesser, I'm not anymore in cash I start migrating to app totally, sometimes I browse in cash but I can't make my comment or make a content because of migration to app. And this another one, my earning app which is a game start to acting inappropriately also. Its telling that been updating since the day one of this January. Personally I've been adapting and adjusting to the new routines I have. App is also not having some donations and people are becoming lesser to have their posts too. Ever since that is my difficulty coping up with the new environment. If I'm used to other things and it become dear to me. I find difficulty to let go. All the memories that attached to it keep coming into me. And realizing its not anymore the present I have. Glancing to the Memories It was sunny day when I and my husband went to the market I was in the gate of the wet market when I turn my back and memories flashing to me. That was last year when everyone is active from noisecash and while waiting for hubby I was busy took photographs anything on the streets, vendors from the fruits they are selling. And I forgot that was last year things have change for the many, I must adjust the change too. Noisecash is dear to me because it has memories whatever I do I put into writings. There's a lot of them, from the movies, animes, the songs that I like I shared to cash all the foods serve in our small table, the mallings we have with my husband. Its been a part of my life and slowly taking it from me. Its not all about earnings but the change took place. Trying to Avoid Those Thoughts I'm trying to avoid them but I cannot, and supposed not to write it here but that's how I feel I can't pretend. Thinking If I will write them can lessen my thoughts and move on with the new phase in life. Leave Them All Behind I'm telling to leave them all the behind, the unpleasant feelings, sadness everything that makes my feelings uneasy and burdens to my moving on. I know I can forget that feelings. After all that I've been throwing those bad and sad feelings maybe can brighten my day without holding back those memories. Telling myself I'm coming home to my comfort zone again. Those were experiences that thought me world is a constant change, there are no permanent all of it was a lesson to learn, a lesson to make us strong individuals. Everyday is a learning process, thus we encounter abrupt changes that we cannot control of. Sorry that this is the one that I'm writing it here I just want to pour all it out so that I can think straight and can write some positive vibes. Sometimes I'm the one who's talking to be more happy in life no matter the situations is but I can't hide the feelings I have. In happiness there's always sadness in the end but to accept and learned from it. My Wishes Those are only simple. I'm a person who can be easily contented what life may offer to me. I wish to stay healthy with my husband and we will be going stronger I know we are facing difficulties now. Wish to surpass all of them. That is all for today, thank you so much for having time in reading my article. Wish you all happiness if there is a problem you can solve it smoothly, wish you good health always. And take care of yourself, you're the only one has the capacity can do that because you know more than yourself than others. Happy New Year God Bless Us All. My Thumbnail photo from Unsplash.

@attentionseeker24 23 December 2022

First Love 2 Hearing the news about Random Rewarder, I felt sad about it, but it doesn't mean I will stop writing here. I have so much in my mind right now even for the past weeks I don't know where to start what to write. There are many important things to tackle in my reality. I'm grateful that even a small period of time Random Rewarder appreciate my posts though I'm still new to these platform. My Continuation of First love 1 Last month I've watched this Japanese Drama series. and I'm inspired to write my version of First Love. Though in a different aspect, settings and situations and have the feeling of resembling to it due to the behavior of those characters they portray. The title of the Japanese Drama is First love, the first scene is where Yae the female lead role saw Mr. Harumichi, been scolded by the teacher. Then it goes back to the present time. Yae is a female taxi cab driver, while Mr. Harumichi is a security guard in a corporate building. He is worried and bothered and looks like he is looking for Yae. He didn't realized they bumped to each other several times. Until son of Yae came across to Mr. Harumichi because Yae son is a fan of a young artist that often practice her dance from that building. Yae came to fetch her son then they met each other Yae and Mr. Harumichi, but it seems Yae doesn't recognize him. Flashback came, Yae was having an amnesia because she was hit by car while crossing the street and they just part ways with Mr. Harumichi quarelling. In the hospital, Yae's mother talked to Mr.Harumichi to stop seeing her daughter and leave her daughter because she wanted her daughter to have a blissful life someday, then Yae got married to a physician but they ended having a divorced because Yae husband's has no concern about Yae. His Life Mr. Harumichi finished his course flying, and got into Airforce and that his greatest dream. But all of it Yae is out of the picture. He lived his life freely until he found his present fiancee. That is why holding him back to know more about Yae. I'll make my story short, Mr. Harumichi confronted his Fiancee to go separate ways, is not because he wanted Yae but he wanted to stay away for the both of them. He went abroad have his job there being a pilot. The ending of the story Yae came to the place where their time capsule of Mr. Harumichi was burried and it means Yae retrieve her memory with tears, Mr. Harumichi left a letter there that from where Yae can locate him. Fate always present in our life. Reflecting from the Movie I imagined myself what if my husband and I didn't make it what would my life will be. From that I'm thinking that maybe I'm with my cousins I don't think so If I'm married or not. And I knew for him he will be married too. I found it somewhat the same because I was told to leave my boyfriend and its already my husband now. Life is full of surprises and its often not a good one because currently I find difficult to face our present situations my husband has still no work this time. I'm still coping and adjusting for the present situations. If you have nothing all you think are the memories its either bad or good. Everyday I woke up thinking until when that my mind is free from worrying. My husband is trying to apply to some BPO company because that his former work, he resigned because he wanted a home based set up. But didn't ended well because the company is looking an onsite venue for work. In my case I'm looking for side hustles. It is an overwhelming to think because there are many opportunities but not intended for me, from that I wanted to grab them all until I end up doing nothing. My Continuation From Part One Studying in university is our tough challenge because we were apart from each other. From that time he works in a Tattoo shop. And I can't stop thinking whos with him after his work. But he is very supportive boyfriend because he waits for my dismissal from school there were times he would wait for me outside from the classroom my friends would tell me, "Michelle your boyfriend is already there waiting for you outside". I just smiled and giggled. Maybe one thing was wrong is that I haven't given a chance to mingle with others due to the fact he is around always. It became intimidating for my friends to be around with us too. Challenges in a Relationship We were about to have our first year anniversary but we quarreled a lot, due to many factors we were adjusting to the set of friends he has and mine too. Can't be deny that he is close to female friends even before me he has more girlfriends I mean female friends and for male friends he has more too. I got jealous when his female friends will hang out to there house. And the start of arguments. Can't be deny I'm more attached to him of being more in love with him than him or he is not showy at that time. Since he is my first boyfriend I've gone through a lot of coping up. Tears and heart breaks sometimes. That I remember one time we had an arguments because he was always drunk with his friends. I have the feeling of being left out when I'm with his friends. For me a big challenge because I've been from an exclusive school I don't know how to mingle. There were times I was already in the taxi he was knocking to the door of the taxi because I just walk out from us having a conversations. I'm not a type of person who will shout to him throwing all nasty words but I'd rather stay away and cry. In the taxi, I was crying because I'm hurt of what he just did, he didn't considered my feelings for that situations. Night came he called by the phone and still we argue until I wrote a long letter to him while crying. Then we met in the mall in the next day. He hugged me as if nothing happened before that day. And I didn't gave the letter just crumpled it and throw to the trash can. Being Sensitive is Not Always Good Its unfair in my side in our relationship because, I'm the who's always been hurt of all the situations because for him he just do things what he wanted while me always put a meaning in every actions he has that for him is nothing. During our first, second until on the fourth year we have been a struggling phase, especially for me. It was difficult because we are very opposites. He likes loud music but time goes by I like too what he likes without pretending. The same with him, and sometimes I was surprised that he let his hair trimmed from the barber shop. I was shocked with his short hair. And I fully understand love really changed us for the better. Though we have uncommon things we still love and accept each others flaws and expertise on the other side. Everyday we grow together and mature as our age went increasing. My photos from Unsplash Thank you so much for having a time reading my article and appreciating it. Happy Holidays everyone.

@attentionseeker24 5 December 2022

First Love Part 1 A feeling of confusions we relate them to our infatuations to the real meaning of love. Many would say you already found your true love during teenage years. Where life is full of confusions and unanswered questions that still bothering, when you are already an adult still living with unanswered questions. But life must goes on. Infatuation An intense but Short-lived passion or admiration to someone or something. Love An intense feeling of affection. Affection A gentle feeling of fondness or liking. How I Met My First Love It was late January of 1998 where this boy asked for my landline number, I knew him already they used to hang out in the boutique beside our school. Well, how did I knew him because they become rumors in our school but I don't mind that thing. I studied my middle school or high school in an exclusive school for girls, we were not well-off but my mother tried to send me to a catholic school for girls. I just don't mind him, but he saw my landline number from my ID. And didn't expect he would call from that night his name is Roel. I entertained him on the phone but I end up not liking him, he treats our conversation rudely. For the second night he called me again, and I answered him. And on the third day I told the people in our house if someone was calling me for the name of Roel or Fidel and tell them I'm not around. For a week of calling me every night I refused to talk to him. And here it is another night called me on the phone, and I decided to answer him. I was surprised his not Roel but Fidel. Here's the thing, when Roel called for the second night he uses different name whom is Fidel and I told the household in our house its either Roel or Fidel tell them I'm not around. Fidel is the nickname of my husband his real name is Joree, but Fidel is more popular in our school. Even my friends would talk more about him. But I never told them that we communicated already. Our Conversation.... I already talked to Fidel the real person already over the phone, here it is, I said hello then he said hello too with smiling I can feel he smiled from that time. He talked to me asking if I knew him telling him "yes I knew you" you are famous in our school, I saw you too that wears all black outfit all the time, having tattoos and having a long hair. He smiled on the phone as if he was very happy from that time. I just talked to him normal nothing special. But every night we've talked for hours and we also reached until 4am though I have school later. My sleep are very few and I have to managed to comply the requirements in school. I had CAT (citizenship advancement training) during those times need to go early in school to guard the gate of school and it is our duty. I didn't realized I like him already, but I avoid that feeling because I know he had many girls in his life. I don't mind my feelings, he always talked about all from his life the naughtiness of being a teenager. I just listened and giggled secretly. Until on the February 8, 1998 it was my senior prom from my school. We talked early on the afternoon over the phone, I wondered why he called me from that time because we usually talked during night time. I was busy also preparing myself later for the make up. But I answered his call, our conversation was these: He said how I am I answered him I'm okay I need to prepare later for our prom, then he told me to wait for me in school, but I told him its not necessary. And I said to him maybe we could talk later I have many things to prepare, but he just told me "I Love You" all of a sudden, I paused for a seconds and told him what, he was denial at first and telling me he said at last, he was trembling after that he told me. I can feel too that he is serious of what he said. And there we conclude Love is in the air we can feel each other's feelings. But I became speechless too. I only told him to talk later. The Next Day Evening came we talked again but as ordinary conversation already like before, without expecting he asked me what is my answer to the feelings he said to me last time. I told him is there really need an answer for that. He said he will wait for my answer. But I told him that I need to finish my study first and I need to focus until college. He told me I can still focus if we are already on a relationship. I stayed quiet from what he said. I was only 15 years old from that time, and he was 19 years old. Too young to be involved in a serious relationship. My First Date We've met finally it was Sunday but I cannot remember our first date, I called him from their house a night before of our date, but he was not around. I called him again telling me he need to sell his cassette tapes I don't asked him why. Our date has arrived we watched Titanic. Here it is the scenarios. I wore a clogs wedge-like sandals so it is heavy to carry from my feet, but the thing is we were in a standing position from the start of the movie Titanic until the end because the movie theater are very crowded with the viewers of the movie. He paid our movie date, and I insist to pay our snacks from Jollibee at first he told me he will be the one to pay but I told him I want to share too. But I don't told him I Love You though we were dating already. February 14 came we didn't met. He had his agenda with his friends I stayed home but I had my medical checked up earlier with my ob-gyne because I've experienced abnormalities with my monthly periods, I have prolong days of my monthly period from that time being, and I have hormonal imbalance the doctor said. We've gone through many movie dates but he is gentlemen he doesn't took advantage our movie date even holding my hands he never did. From that time we were in a boyfriend girlfriend relationship but my family doesn't know it all. I haven't told them I'm scared my family will get angry. They never expected from me that I will join a relationship at young age. But life still goes on. The rest is history, I can't state anymore the details because for future blogs I will just write an article. My photos are all from the later years we don't have photos from our younger years. Currently we are still together though many hardships in life we've gone through, but one thing we lack we don't have children of our own that is why we are closed to nephews and nieces. Thank you so much for dropping by at my article. The photos are mine originally except the lead image from Unsplash. To those who appreciated my article thank you so much.

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@attentionseeker24 29 November 2022

I thought It Was An Easy Job I started my first job was during my teenage years and I was 19 years old from that time, I quit school from that year I decided to work because my late mom was very sick from that time, having an in and out from the hospital due to her enlargement of the heart. And eventually caused her death when I was 23 years old. I thought It Was An Easy Job Thinking to apply in a department store or in boutique of clothes, thinking it was an easy job but I'm totally wrong. Thinking working as a sale staff or others would say sales girl's from mall is an easy job but it's not. The Process in Applying Everytime Joree my husband and I strolled in malls during those days I saw posted of hiring sales staff from their glass walls. I decided to applied from Penshoppe a boutique. Their target market is for the young teenagers like me from that time. And most of my clothes also came from their boutique I managed to buy from them because I liked the linen quality of their fabric. Photo from Google source I applied carrying with me my BioData, It's called biodata from that time. Then I just gave to the sales staff too who accepts the BioData. Days had passed I didn't expected that they wanted me to be interviewed, the thing was we don't have a landline and I gave the landline number from my aunt, but my sister-in-law from cousin who received those call that I'm going to be ready for the appointment interview to these dates and time. It was raining but my sister-in-law managed to come to our home telling me for the interview date and time. The day that I was waiting already arrived, I wore a semi formal of clothing with a top and a skirt. We were so many applicants, I think we were 25 of us who were interested from their job offers. It was the first interview, luckily I got into their slot, and will proceed to part two of interview. But the first interview was these: Tell me about yourself and so on, my spoken english was not that fluent and accurate also but I tried to speak it in english. Down to eight for the second interview we were only eight of us, some maybe didn't came back, some maybe was told to be contacted thru their land line phones. Those times mobile phones were not used regularly or normal as what we have now. We were down to four of us eager to be part of their company, and we have another third interview I think we were three of us, the third interview was about how you cater your customers if they asked a thing from your product that is not available. I just answered that I'll try to jot it down what you were looking for but sorry for now we don't have that kind of product maybe I'll consider your ideas and tell to the higher position who's in charge of the products. And maybe I could recommend replacement from our products. After that I was given all the requirements to be forwarded before it's due date. First Time to Comply The Requirements It's not an easy job to do it all, having all those errands from without knowledge. So many requirements I complied to them, from the NBI clearance, police clearance and Barangay clearance some have payments to be paid by me. To get my SSS number and Tin number from the BIR but all of my transactions, Joree was with me too. So I don't feel exhausted and drained because theirs the moral support of Joree my husband now. I also have my medical or laboratory results to forward to them, glad I made my requirements done before it's due date. My First Day I thought I would be working inside the boutique but it's not I will be destined inside the department store of the mall. I worked inside the Gaisano City in their department, means I'm the only one who's in charge of Penshoppe from the Gaisano department store and someone will relieved me if it's my day off. Struggles in my First Day I thought my job was easy, but I'm not allowed to sit I have along period of hours standing from that area, I need to arrange the clothes everytime a customer will try to fit or just looking for other variety of products what they like. I have to monitor the inventory every morning when I came to my area, try to see that the inventory were right from the number of pieces that they have in their lists. I have to clean my area, I sobs from my first day hiding in a place where clothes are in crowded. I can't bear my first day, my team leader was always angry with me I don't know why. Plus that our uniform is having a high heeled shoe, my feet were very painful for the eight hours of standing there. I was crying hideously inside the mall during my duty. I can't imagine this was my work. I had days that I'm late I think two times that I've been late for work, my team leader used to humiliated me she would right to the hard paper on top of the clothes, saying, "You're always late" at a bold letters but my late was five minutes only. But I remain quiet for all of that. Sometimes I've decided to be absent, but telling to my team leader that I'll be absent as if it was a crime. She would told me that even she doesn't feel well vomiting she still managed to go to work. Working there is like I'm entering to a prison cell, whatever I'm doing is wrong and trying my best to follow what are they saying, it was my first job. One day we had a meeting before the store will open, I felt an outcast from the working area though we have a meeting I don't have friends others were making their groups but me only alone in the end of the corner, but unexpectedly the manager called me let me go to the center and she brought me as an example of the official uniform from the boutique. I was flattered I didn't expect her to that to me. After that meeting, she called again my attention talking to me like an ordinary friend. I was ashamed from her. And I didn't know some of my co-worker gossiping behind my back. Because Joree my husband will fetch me from the store he would brought with him his nephew and his nephew was a toddler from that time. Until someone from my co-worker asked me if how old was our son. I told her I don't have a son. That's the nephew of my boyfriend. They didn't believe me. Until I was fed up, I forwarded my resignation after I resigned I felt happy and relieved I was away from that hell-like place. My first salary from that time was 1,800php that's $23. I don't have any photos with me, thank you for reading my article.

@attentionseeker24 23 November 2022

Don't Overthink It Might Cause Harm Being broke financially we became worried where to get finances for foods, billings, toiletres and other important stuff in our daily household. My husband decided to resigned from his work last month good thing his salary quite higher from the usual amount so we could save for the billings next month, his last salary was 18k in Philippine peso, I think that was 330$. I've kept the 5k php for the billings. My husband has that salary because he had his 6k php of bonus. Not Keeping my Promise I've said that I'm going to keep the 5k php or 100$ for the billings this month, it turned out I spend the money we went to the Festive Mall in our place dine and I spent almost 1k php. But my husband knows it, every cents I spent he knows that, I'm the one who's in charge in budgetting our finances, and I'll just gave him his allowance. Until the remaining balance is 2k php because we need to buy our rice and viand, but deep inside I'm worried where to get the money for our billings. Good thing we borrowed from his sister she let us lend, 3k php. My husband gave the budget to me and then again I spent the money. My Husband Plans to Buy a Second-hand Laptop from Online Store My husband while he's not working he searched for the freelancing world where to apply what are the technical requirements, and there it caught us because we have our Laptop but the specs doesn't meet the requirements of the company he wanted to apply. The company needs a Core i5 specs and other advance features for the laptop. I'm so worried again because we don't have anymore money left then we really need to have another laptop. The First Plan So our first plan is to asked permission from his sister to use the shoppe pay to pay the laptop he wanted to buy. My husband is so worried and I'm also too. We asked for sister-in-law if its okay for her, she told us it's very okay but the thing is she needs to pay her debt first before can avail another shoppe pay, correct me if I'm wrong with these matter because I don't have a shoppe account only my husband. Then my husband get more worried because his sister is pressured to pay her debt before she can let us use her shoppe pay. I'm thinking deeply then I remembered my cousin from New Zealand, but before my husband resigned he told me not to ask help from my cousin which I really understand because I know my husband doesn't want to have a debt of gratitude from my family. I told him first my idea what about to borrow from my cousin at first he was quiet about that matter, then later he told me it's okay to borrow from my cousin. The Second Plan On November 13, this year That was Sunday I asked permission from my husband if its okay to asked for my cousin about borrowing money. I chatted first my cousin "Nang please help me". She called immediately and asking what's wrong, telling her the details the Joree resigned from work and wanted to venture in freelancing world so we need a laptop. Without hesitations my cousin told me to call her back compute all the finances for the whole month that Joree has no work for the moment. I'm happy with the gesture that my cousin shown me. I told Joree my husband what was my cousin was telling me. But I can feel the hesitation and ashamed from him. I wrote my lists of the Second-hand Laptop together with the billings we have so I've come up with the total of 22k php I think that's 420$. My cousin was shocked with the price of the laptop is only 15k php or 300$ she told me to buy a durable and high end laptop but telling her I'll asked first Joree. We talked Joree and I, but my husband reminded me that money is not given we need to pay it back when he has his work already and telling me that all we do is to pay our debt from my cousin and he has a point. So we stick to borrow 420$. My cousin sent the money last week Tuesday that was November 15. Quickly my husband put in order the laptop. It costs 8,550 php or 135$. The brand is NEC. I Started to Overthink Might be the parcel will not be delivered The original parcel will be exchanged to a different unit or anything that's not the laptop. And maybe the customs will exchange the parcel inside the box But all those thoughts were kept by myself only because if Joree will know he will get mad because I attract not a good energy. When I Overthink it Becomes a Magnetic Force in reality. **Here's The Struggles** Joree already ordered the parcel on Friday, but asking first the seller to send the laptop a photographed but the seller already sent the parcel that was Friday. It was Sunday Joree's phone had a missed call but doesn't call back and doesn't have any text message to Joree. We are planning to go in mall from that day but he told me maybe the parcel will arrived today that's Sunday I meant. So he decided to sent a message already late afternoon asking the delivery guy if he will deliver on that day, the delivery guy told Joree that's it's already late and he just leave from the stock room. And here again my thoughts keep running wild but I didn't told my husband about it. Monday came still the parcel didn't arrive. On the Monday night I'm thinking not to overthink from that parcel. I will stop thinking from the time I will sleep now, and tomorrow Tuesday that was yesterday, I will not ever think that whenever I will wake up. Then I'll invited Joree to buy our viand from the market and we watched a Thailand movie, surprisedly the parcel came into our doorstep and finally it arrived. But the thing is it didn't start the laptop right away, it has a block messages not to continue on the home screen. Joree is a little upset about that thing. He tried to contact the seller but it replied once and telling Joree to ask first his technician regarding from that matter. It was yesterday was delivered, November 22, 2022. For the whole afternoon Joree is searching from YouTube how he can fixed that thing. And quietly I'm guilty because it's me who overthink from that matter. But I know from my heart he can fixed the laptop to make it working. Solving the Problems He managed to figured it out, by installing the windows 10 home. At first it was rejected the system is not reading what he installed first. Then he tries another round, there it was accepted and it runs already. He wants to upgrade to windows 10 pro and he succeed from it. He already slept very late at two am, but then again another problem occur the wi-fi dongle is not functioning with the laptop he just bought. At this morning he tried again his luck to let it function the wi-fi dongle then he succeed too. My lesson is not to think wrongly first that it has not yet happened, it's better to forget the those things if it will come, it will. Thank you so much for your time in reading my article.

@attentionseeker24 19 November 2022

Thinking Our Simple Wishes And Make Us Smile Sometimes when having my chores specifically washing the dishes I just glanced outside then my mind is roaming around to my fantasies that it's impossible to happen. The first imagination came to my mind is thinking of how to have a lots of money and that's somehow it's our reliever of the pain and hurts we are feeling. It's the antidote of the worst feelings we have. To wander in our imagination and bumped to our self being the millionaire and having a life is easy. No hardships to think in life. image from Unsplash Sometimes we are wishing from the stars above to grant them, but sometimes our wishes are not granted it's not we are bad but sometimes we are protected by God to stay away from harm, because we all do is wish without thinking the results what if our wishes will be granted. What are the effects in our life, the people surroundings how they will react to us. Sometimes what we wish can bring us harm without knowing. But my wishes in reality is not mainly about money, there are some part of it. Wishes Our heart desires that are not easy to attain in life, or the impossible things to happen in real life. Simple Wishes A thing and act that we wanted in life, it's not hard to do or understand, but sometimes some factors that make us hard to do and reach our little desires in life. What are my Simple Wishes in Life I want to stroll in malls with my high school and college friends. Few years ago, Tin my college friend invited me to meet her when she will be going home from the rural are where her work is far her home town too. And mine is also far from the city about an hour going to the city proper but I have my easy access of transportation. I'm always hesitant in every invitation she asked me because my reasons are, I don't have enough money to treat her, I'm ashamed from my husband to spend his money to my personal leisure. Third, every time my husband goes out with his friends I'm always present. For my own etiquette in our relationship I deprived myself from going out with friends. Though my husband is not against it. My personal choices. I have the feeling of avoiding them, until my highschool friend died recently this October 14, this year due to covid, but she resides in Manila away far from Iloilo. Just I pity the time because we haven't given a chance to have a bond even if she went home here in Iloilo. I want to bond with my nephew's and nieces from my cousins side together with the nephews and nieces too from husband's side from his siblings. That thing was already plan before covid came, it didn't happened as plan because it changes the world. Having a family outing, like going to resorts, again with my husband's family and my nephew's and nieces from my cousins side. I always mentioned my cousins because it's all I have from my own family, my aunt and my cousins. I don't have siblings and parents anymore. They are all in heaven. I was raised by my late grandmother my mother's mom. My late mom was busy being a public highschool teacher away from the city. So when I went home during lunchtime in my highschool days theirs my grandma who took care of me personally. I want to bond with Nicka and Muni those are my closest niece's from my husband sides from his elder sister daughters. Back then we have a group chat called Bratz doll, from the fictional characters Cloe, Sasha, Yasmin, Jade and Raha. But we only choose three characters from them. I'm Cloe and the two are Yasmin and Sasha. Of course I'm their aunt our age is having a huge gap but I enjoyed sharing stories to them and they are attentively listening from me. And to give Christmas gifts to my God daughter and God son. But I only smiled from that simple wishes of mine. My last but not the least to travel abroad with my husband, when imagining those scenarios it made me smile of how it feels to travel with my husband full of curiosity the two of us. That's Muni my bff niece, husband's niece from his elder sister. But Some of my Simple Wishes Are Granted I told to myself if I have earnings from my side hustles I will buy Muni a smart phone because her smart phone was broken. That was the peak were noise.cash are giving rewards to the users. And it's granted but not that high end phone it only cost 100$. She was really surprised because I don't told her that I bought for her a smart phone. She's very grateful for having that phone and she didn't expect that I will bought it for her. I bought our Laptop HP brand but it's not my alone earnings husband's made his share too. It was long time ago I really wanted to have a laptop and it made come true. I'm so very much happy about it. I remembered that I'm so eager to have it, we inquired from home credit but realizing we are lack of primary ID's. And we didn't continue our plan to apply in home credit. That was before pandemic and at 2021 June we bought this laptop. To have get together or family gathering of Joree's family my husband to have a Videoke night, I suggested that to Joree. And he was very much happy about it, that was December 2019, niece's and nephews of my husband was very happy. We had that videoke night because of Joree's 13th month pay. I think we paid 180$. It didn't happened again because of covid. I'm just happy back then, and I realized that there's also happiness despite the problems and hardships we encountered every day, it's a fulfillment feeling to reach the simple wishes we have in our imaginations. What's your simple wish that granted?

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@attentionseeker24 13 November 2022

I've Waited This kind of Day We have a beautiful clear blue sky with sunlight hitting the trees above. It's Saturday and it's weekend, day off of the many employees who worked from Monday to Friday. Weekend are the only two-day rest from their hectic schedule. My photo from our outside home, I captured during noontime. It's our normal routine if my husband can download a movie, we watched during our meal, its either breakfast or dinner. My husband download this movie, title: The Brass Teapot it was released from the year of 2012, a decade had passed. The Plot.. Alice and John are couple who lived in a City. John is a customer service representative from an insurance company, but got fired of not performing well from his job. John's wife stays home only, trying to apply for her so-called dream-job but rejected because she wanted for an instant higher position but it doesn't work that way. She went home nothing different. John and Alice was hit by a car in the road but nothing serious injury on them. Alice saw an old woman picking up the antique brass teapot from the side walk. Alice caught her attention and followed the old woman. And she got the chance to steal the teapot, Alice quickly enter to their car told John to hurry up driving. John doesn't understand why her wife let him rush driving. They reached home without chasing them by an old woman. On the next, Alice was hair ironing while he was burn in her forehead the teapot produced a dollar bill, and Alice realized when she's hurting herself the teapot produced money. So she hurt her body and a volume of money was produced from the teapot, she told John and he's convinced too, they spent their days hurting each other then their money is accumulated into huge amount. Until John attempted to sell online because he think it caused them harm but John went home with the teapot, he doesn't sell the teapot. But this Chinese man saw the teapot from the tv, know the address of John and Alice and goes there telling the couple that the teapot is dangerous their lives could be in danger and end up lost their lives. But the couple didn't listen to the Chinese man. They enjoyed the money, buying a mansion, luxurious car, keep on partying. But Alice is getting worst to the extent he will burry a dead man. So John was alarmed to the actions of his wife. He seek help to the Chinese man but the Chinese man told John it's too late, better to wait that Alice can wake up to the reality and go back to herself before the teapot came. And it ended Alice realized that she loves his husband too much and decided to gave the teapot to the Chinese man. Realizations in Life We have many downfalls in life, winnings and losing. But the most difficult part is adjusting to the new situations and the difficult part you're not used anymore with the simple life, and not contented the present life we have. We aim and keep on aiming and we've reached to the point we are not contented, satisfaction is far from our reached. Present Situation While watching the movie I was giggled and forget our present situations, because at present I'm still bothered what our future await us, because at present my husband has no work for the moment and still looking for a job, he just resigned from his work last month. The movie is quite similar to our situation, because my husband work as a customer service representative too. The only difference is my husband resigned voluntarily while John from the movie was terminated. But I'm not telling I found a Brass Teapot, no. What I emphasize is that whatever the situations. We have hope to hold and pray for that hope one day it will become a reality. What I felt while watching the movie is a perfect moment for me because, I always wanted to be a sunny windy day. It's my favorite weather. I'm enjoying the sun is raising it sunshine to us. Where we can do anything under the sun. I go back to the days before it happened last month. Where my one afternoon lying in bed and my husband was beside our bed sitting in the gaming chair talking together the plans and the experiences we shared together. It was once a sunny afternoon too. My Chinese Teapot at Home It was given by my sister in-law when we had our visit to her home. All of a sudden attract my attention to the teapot. Asking my sister in-law where she got that teapot she told me it's only freebies from the product she ordered online and offered to gave it to me, at first hesitant because thinking where shall I put that. My husband told me to get it and I told my sister in-law I will have them. Situations in Life Hit Us Hard There are life situations that we only focus to that scenario, many times we've lost track of time. Because our world stop for a moment and didn't realize what's going on in the moment. We are absent in a short period of time. Sometimes it's late we've realized there are things we must captured the moment but we aren't there. From our weakness we let ourselves drag to the situations and it must not happened. Hardships are always there it's the way we face them with courage from within us. No one could help us but ourselves only, and others will just support what we wanted to happen. We try to seek a feeling of security, looking from unexpected places and medium. For me personally can relate to some movies and tv series that I'm watching. My little escape in facing reality that cause heart aches at times. It can relieve for the meantime. I've waited this kind of day which it's a sunny day, movie date, enjoying the moment nothing you can think of worries even an hour. Thank you for your time in reading my article.

@attentionseeker24 7 November 2022

Why I Love Korean Drama We have so much in our everyday life, and at times it become overwhelming and being exhausted to tackle. Finding it hard for us to cope in every aspects we have, but we can't quit. We must go on life still goes on. In a deeper thoughts we can think what awaits in the future is it good for us or a bad impression is how we look at it. But in the grey scale of life we need to step outside in the queue and venture from the world of the impossible, like the fantasies in our mind the little imaginations we have, that can make us feel lighter and more happier. So we indulge ourselves being the viewers in the creations of film industry by binge watching from Korean drama. Maybe its our a little escape from the difficult times we are facing everyday. That was my First Korean Drama that I've watched, and it was released in the year of 2000. It was still vivid when my husband and I fond of watching that drama its really a drama because the plot is the lead girl actress has Leukemia fall in love with his non biological brother, it turned out they were separated by fate and finally saw each other but lead girl Yun is in her worst journey from her illness. Origin Of Korean Drama Korean drama begin in May 1956 with the film of Death Row Prisoner, directed by Choi Chang Bong. The genre rose in popularity through the 1960's and 70's with the growth of Korean broadcasting companies, and began showing in color television in 1981. My Second Korean Drama Goblin: The Lonely and Great God, it was released 2016, but I've watched it late because I have no interest at first. It was already televised in the Philippine local station but I haven't saw it. It was 2018 that I browsed from You Tube then it came into my mind what about to watch Goblin. And again I was not interested because the scenes was chaotic Gong Yoo as Kim Shin is in the battlefield fighting, but I managed to continue watching until it caught my attention. When Kim Go Eun as Ji Eun-tak was all home alone crying because her mother died. There are scenes that caught my attention too, the conversation of the shaman to the mother of Eun-tak, the shaman disguise herself who sells girls accessories in the bridge where usually mother of Eun-tak talked with more often. This what the Shaman talk to her "At a moment of life and death, make a wish with powerful desire, who knows, A soft-hearted God who hears it might grant you that wish". And the mother of Eun-tak used that advised from the shaman, when she was hit and run by a car begging from her heart to hear her prayers whoever heard her must help because she is pregnant from that time to Euntak. And a soft-hearted God heard her prayers, then came Kim Shin save her. In our life, we are dreaming and imagining things are impossible, thinking the wildest and bravest imagination we have. Hoping someone could solve our personal problems, family problems in a snap of our finger but its not how it works. We are in the real world where ego sometimes make us weak where family and friends is our strength. Factors Why I Love Korean Drama A hero appearing act from one of the lead role, I noticed that when the protagonist is always being in danger, all of a sudden a hero will appear in front of you and fight the one whos trying to kill you. A hand will grab your hand away from the crowd where everyone is pointing fingers in you, sample a teenage Korean drama the settings in the classroom, suddenly a hand from the love interest of a lead role will appear out of nowhere. Slow-paced, where Korean drama known for that, and where viewers given a time to internalized the situations of a certain scenes. Good manners are still practiced from these dramas, like being polite in front of the elders, how they interact with the teachers and other authorities involve from the drama, The restaurants and coffee shop they took their dinners and small talks. Korean cuisine, most people who are fond watching Korean drama makes them crave too from the Samgyeopsal they introduced in the tv series. And how it become popular from the Philippines too. Their grandeur homes and mansions they lived, all the hi-tech appliances they have. Their couches and bedrooms are rarely extravagant. Education, hard-work, dedication is how they emphasized to succeed in life, and well a great impact to the students that they may strive to reach their goals in life. Love stories from Korean drama, that many people like to watch they have different approach while making the plot. Decency its rare to see couple kissing in Korean drama, they have laws maybe from their film industry to avoid those scenes. Though they don't have that they can still produced a quality film or tv series. Fantasy tv series and movies and ghost stories that they made a cinematic view to the audience. And while watching make you believe that you are in the locations or settings they provide. Unexpected twists and turns of the tv series, it can help us realized that life has many hopes for the hopeless. As long we live in this world. Glass-skin from their faces and a very white clear skin they have, that is why skin products nowadays are very in demand, to achieve the glass-skin from Koreans. In My Life.... That was 2018 I watched Goblin a Korean drama, only watched from You Tube. From that time, its my first time to be alone at house because my husband work was a night shift being a customer service representative or csr in BPO. The time I started the Goblin series I was hooked then. I forgot that I'm alone at night because it occupied my mind with this Korean drama. I'm very frightened of being alone at home specially at night but with these drama that I watched more often. It helps my attention to divert by not scared of being alone, let me face fears easily. Until now still watching Korean dramas that caught my attention to its first scene from the first episode, are you fond of watching Korean drama too? What are the genre of Korean drama you like to watch? Maybe I will make a part two of these, I have still more in my mind but its too long to post in one article. Have a great day everyone, thank you for the interest in reading my article.

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@attentionseeker24 1 November 2022

Trick or Treat Everyone missed this events, because of a two year gap because of pandemic. Everybody is celebrating this event on the end month of October until the first day of November. Many are excited to join the celebration in every specific events, some held from their company, some held from school and some from the subdivisions and barangay's from each towns. Each is requested to wear your favorite costumes from your favorite character in any fictional stories and fairytale's. Some improvise their own costumes others bought from online shops and thrift stores. What is Halloween? The night of October 31, the eve of All Saints Day commonly celebrated by children who dress in costume and go door-to-door asking for candy. Photo from Pinterest Why are Pumpkins Used for Halloween? Hundred of years ago in Ireland, Halloween traditions involved carving pumpkins into jack-o'-lantern in order to scare the evil spirits passing away through the Irish farms. Later when colonization took place in America, other vegetables such as pumpkins were discovered and due to their abundance and harvest in autumn, it was decided to change the vegetable and replace turnips with pumpkins. Personal Experience... I was raised by my late grandmother and late mother, I'm fond to go with my cousins to go to the cemetery where my cousins laid in the cemetery he was gun shot made by the ambush from Kabangkalan Negros, because he was a Philippine Military Academy soldier he was gun shot by the NPA. I was just a little girl, from that time, and everytime they went to cemetery I go with them. My late mother would let me brought ginger put it into my pockets and telling me not to touch it. From my innocence, I didn't know that we were celebrating all souls day in the cemetery, because I remembered that my cousin would bring a lot of foods in cemetery, I thought its normal it's later that I brought back from that memory I smiled and telling myself that's why it has many foods. How we celebrate All Saints day and All souls day Before when my husband and I resides to their home at the city proper, we went to my mom's grave, funny to think because everybody from hubby's nephews and nieces wanted to come with us, and they were little kids from that time. So we went there like we are having a picnic. Buying some chips and curls and also beverages we like. Then my husband find a time to download some horror movies and we watched it in the evening. My sister-in-law will cooked some kakanin foods like suman, and kalamay hati (it's a sticky rice grind to make it like a flour texture then have the ingredients of, coconut milk, brown sugar and cooked, continuously stirring until it's very sticky, blend it well ) and we will gather from that simple celebration and sometimes they cooked valenciana too, its like a paella, but we used sticky rice instead of rice. I remembered too, when my husband and I went to the Robinsons Place Iloilo, we go to the grocery store and we went out from the vicinity when a guard called us, I thought we were something up to, but he only called us because husband was wearing all black outfit, and he won from the contest a simple grocery items From. What will be Your Costume If you Happen to attend in the Halloween Party? I wanted to wear a witch costume because I like being one, you can cast a spell, have powers to do everything they want but they have a bad image from the people because they ate little children, I think that's only a myth. There's no truth about that. A witch it's only a legend who was told by the many specially during civil war. Image from Unsplash But sometimes I wanted to be Tinkerbell, a fairy loves Peter Pan and jealously, she despises any girl that lays for Peter Pan's affection. Because she can fly because of her pixie dust and being tiny can enter to someone dresser's drawers and sleep there. Image from Pinterest If you are Given a Chance What will be your Costume in Halloween? Maybe anything you could think of, your fantasy escape from the chaotic world, from the tired work loads, from the daily routine from homes. Sometime we could think some of them or breaking the simultaneously sequence of our daily lives. It's good to have a pause from all of them. To nourish the thoughts that there are still has many things to do other than your everyday work loads. Its not only that by living with those, we need sometimes to take a step forward from what was yesterday you've been doing, from what you're doing a minute ago. Take life lightly by not pressuring ourselves to what are the standards and implementations. Seoul Halloween Crowd Stampede It was just this recently when hearing a sad news from South Korea, that on the night of October 29 this year of 2022, Halloween festivities in Itaewon Seoul, cause stampede due to many crowds were at the event and it's sad because there were, at least 155 people died and at least 152 others were injured. Maybe too many people from other parts of the world are excited to these event by rushing to these. My views from, hope the local government from Itaewon have safety measures and controlling the number of people to let join the event. Provide medical staffs to every corner of the area, hope next time the event organizer will consider it. Sad for the people who died, they've just sent their lives to these event to say goodbye. How's everyone Halloween party or all souls day? Hope everyone has fullfilled their plans about this Halloween party, till next year of the same event.

@attentionseeker24 29 October 2022

The Signs I'm lying in the Cleopatra couch in the living room, while my husband in our bedroom sleeping. He's sleeping because all through the night he was awake to monitor the flood outside our house due to typhoon "Paeng" good thing this time the rain has stopped. That's the present scenario of our outside house good thing the water didn't rise up it's level. How are you gals and guys? keep safe everyone from the typhoon. Premonitions Do you believe that you can feel the disaster before us? When lying in this couch, memories I can remember when I was working from the Kamiseta boutique. It was July 2008, after I came out from the comfort room in the mall, I felt so weak and heavy inside me, I want to cry but there's no reason at all. When my shifts end husband fetched me as if nothing happened. Next Day Again another day for my work in the boutique, I was standing in the roadside waiting for the jeepney to pass for my transportation, but I'm almost an hour waiting for the jeepney to come but nothing came. I went back home and telling my husband to be absent on that day even taxi cabs or tricycle didn't passed there, so I called the manager from the boutique I'm working, but no one is answering just to tell them that I will be absent. As if nothing happened then we heard the news that Jaro Iloilo was submerged already in flood because the local government release water from the dam. I was shocked then called my aunt, because she lives in the vicinity of Jaro, but I can't contacted her, I'm so nervous at that time because she's alone from there house. My cousin sister in-law messaged me that my aunt was there I felt so relieved I was panicking while calling her earlier. Another good thing happened that I didn't go to the boutique on that day to work, because the mall was also flooded the ground floor and many people went to the mall serves as the evacuation center for the neighborhood residences. Before I forget the typhoon was Frank and that was 2008. A decade had passed. I still managed to work on the next day, and it had already transportation. I was shocked by the situations in the mall, still there were many evacuees staying in the ground floor. And still no power in the mall, still draining the flood outside the mall. The management from the boutique didn't bother to open because of the situations is not that well. So I just closed the boutique because I'm in charge to open the boutique but the owner is also there. So I just went home. Story of my Aunt... My aunt contacted me, because I need to renew the jewelry that I pawned for her. I went to the house of my cousin sister in-law, there I saw my aunt crying and hugging me telling me all the experiences when the flood gushing quickly to there home. The flood was higher from her she's 5'10 in height, all she is transferring herself to the roof of the garage, and there's also my eldest cousin they where only the two of them inside the house. Overnight they were in the roof of the garage chilling cold, there were no transportation at that day and still flooding. All of the appliances, clothes and everything from home was submerged by the flood. They hired to wash the clothes with mud. I saw the pawn receipt and full of mud too. But I still managed to go to the pawnshop and they accepted my receipt. Aftermath from Flooding .. Still many didn't recovered from that disaster, same it goes to our boutique no more plenty of customers, and it come to the point in order to have a sale to forward in the admin of the mall our manager bought some blouses in order to have a sale even two or three items. Days passed our loyal customers came back and tell their story of the experiences they have, some found dead body hanging in the trees. That was horrible to think. I've Realized That... Maybe that was the signs I'm experiencing before it happened that I felt so heavy inside me, Maybe a warning sign for me not to go for work or anything that let me avoided. Last Night It rained all through the night because of the typhoon "Paeng" currently we have strong winds but not raining anymore. That's the present scenario outside our home, for now the rain has stopped hoping it will not rain later.

@attentionseeker24 27 October 2022

Does Friendship Ends? How's everyone here? We have a gloomy day and it reflects too on how we feel. It's reacts to the emotions we have, the most difficult part is when we reminisce the past that happenings in us. The most thoughts we have in mind if it's a gloomy day are the sad ones. Maybe because it brings us the melancholy of the weather. How Friendship Starts? I have many friends virtually this time, but before I had many friends from my classmates in highschool and college. But as time goes by it's only greetings of occasions we have a communication with. No more talking of how's your life now? How did you feel this time. Maybe because we have each other's life to handle and face everyday. I have this friend of mine, she's the wife of the friend of my husband too. We became close because they rent a room in my husband's house in the city. Actually, I do the first move by chatting her on the Facebook messenger and there the start of our friendship. We became close, I find time to chat her, at first we are in the same phase because she doesn't have a child at that time so we can relate ourselves with each other, but later she got pregnant and having a her first born son. We find time to attend to the christening of his child and my husband is also the godfather to their son. We became really close, I remembered when they went here at home she hugs me back I'm surprised that they went to our home for a visit, I thought it's only her husband. That was lasted I think 3 years of chatting on messenger because they lived far from us too, so the only communication is chatting unless they come here for a visit. Friendship Are Being Tested It was December 2018, when I suggested my husband to have a little gatherings for the family, like having a Videoke night for husband's family, and he was into this too. So I'm excited from that time asking permission from my husband to invite Lottie and he said yes. When I invited them, Lottie needs to to home in their hometown in Bacolod City with her son, but the husband will be left here at Iloilo because of work. So Lottie suggested to invite her husband though they were not here, I invited the husband at first he didn't reply if he will attend to the Videoke night or not. I again invited him the day is where the Videoke night will be happening, later at night is the Videoke night. I still don't have an answer from him so I just ignore that matter. When we are at the venue I don't feel well because of my mouth sore is aching, I can't enjoy the foods in front of me. There were no signal of network inside the venue, so the nephews and nieces of my husband keep going out because they were monitoring their updates from their social media. Before I forget though Lottie's husband didn't reply to me I told the address of the venue and he has his motorcycle for transportation. So I don't bother to check my phone if there were updates in my Facebook plus I have an aching mouth sore. When going home I was surprised of the messages I received all cursing to me, I was shocked and it was Lottie asking me where is the address of the Videoke night why i didn't reply to her because her husband was trying to go the venue of Videoke night. So I replied to her that I'm very sorry I haven't saw the messages I explained myself to her but she doesn't listen to me all she heard was herself. I cried from that night and my husband was angry with them. Why they put the blame on me. Because Lottie told me that her husband was trying to go to the venue but don't know where's the address but telling them I chatted the address to him earlier but he's the one who doesn't reply to me. Friendship is in the Edge of the Relationship I felt so lost from that night, I'm the person who's very sensitive in any situations, I don't want someone will hate me. And the painful part is, she puts the blame on me, telling me that it's time to end the friendship at first it was really hard for me because I'm used to chat with her every day. But she messaged me that she's sorry for the words she spitted to me. I accepted her apologies too. But I distant myself from her, time to time she's the one who message me first I replied too but that was not like before. I'm quite but I can remember all the words she told me. At that time, she will tell her problems to me, and that's where I'm soft again because I pity what her husband is doing to her And our friendship came back little by little as it was before. But Communication has to End These recently, it was March 2022 when my mother in-law died, for they are the family friend, Lottie and her husband attended the wake and our mourning had lessen because there are people who had stayed for the wake of my late mother in-law. After the wake Lottie again quarelled with her husband and Lottie message me about her husband without my knowledge I didn't know that her husband can monitor our conversation. I'm surprised her husband message me that I'm the who pushes her wife to stay away from him. I don't reply to him instead telling Lottie about it. Lottie and I decided not to have a communication anymore and telling me that though we end up our communication I'm still her friend by the heart. Until now we don't communicate, my question does Friendship really ends? Or still you have a place from their hearts. Thank you for reading my article.

@attentionseeker24 24 October 2022

Can't Longer Stay In life there are many challenges we are facing, it's not always the sweet taste of life, there are many spices that add to our life to make more tastier. To make us strong in every little struggles we encountered. Married Life I think the most challenging part of our lives is the everyday life we have in our partner, in my case we have no arguments every day, our adjustments is before our marriage. I think we're the couple who doesn't like to argue with small things. I will just agree what he's saying and kept quiet if he's reminding my mistakes. We are harmoniously living as her wife and he's the husband. That's us and the photo was taken 2014, the first year he was hired as a BPO employee, from the photo we were attending their team building held in Guimaras Island. My husband will always invited me wherever event's in their workplace, I remembered that there were clustered team building it's only for the employee team building no outsiders are allowed he didn't attend that team building. He's the one has work in between us, I'm only a plain housewife. He worked in Transcom for almost four years and decided to resign at 2018. At 2018, he applied to this company and good thing he was hired. From that company the salary a little higher from his previous bpo company he worked. We can buy the little cravings we have, simple home improvement like buying a couch and we bought Refrigerator because our old one is not functioning. That was in monthly payment terms only we only made our down payment for the refrigerator and the rest was monthly payments. It was the peak of pandemic when we pay the refrigerator good thing it has easy terms due to many people have lost their jobs so they have to cooperate to the people lost of jobs too until we've done our monthly payments it's fully paid at 2020. We got the ref from December 2019 I think that was a one year span of payments. Pandemic Time It was March 20, 2020 declared lockdown nationwide, we didn't thought of it transportation will be paralyzed. We don't have accessible vehicle for transportation we go on commutes wherever we are going. I think that was March 21, 2020 it was the day off of my husband. It didn't sink to our senses that they're no transportation in our area. The next day was his duty, still he manages to wait for the jeepney in the road until he went back home because he didn't saw any jeepney passing by. Here's my crazy thoughts again, what if he can't go to the site what will be our means in paying the bills adding the refrigerator we got still in monthly payment set ups. I cried that night quietly. The next day his boss is calling to him requesting him to get the computer for work from home set up, I was enlightened on that day but the thing is how can he reached to the office because our residential place is another town means we are not included to the city proper governance. He contacted his brother in-law that has a multi-cab and asking a favor to help him to get the computer set in order him to work from home, good thing it was a successful one. I'm so happy at that time because we can spend more time together when he was working from home and I'm not getting scared everytime night time comes because he's already at my side. That set up is supposedly until now but, unluckily he was kicked from the team of working from home set up, because of his low performance no sales, low workforce statistics. Go Back to Site Only this May 2022, that his supervisor requested him to go back to site in order his performance to uplift a little so that he can go back again to work from home. The goal is that, for the meantime he was forced to work in site or office to let his scores be put in normal or higher. That was the request because many factors that agents are not working well at home, because of power interruption, intermittent internet connection that we are not in control of that. While in their office they have huge generator to sustain the power interruption. My husband goes back to that office though he was dragging himself in going to office. It lasted for three months of managing himself. After his physical exam, my husband decided to go back at home to work, without the permission of his supervisor. But my husband computer had no access in work from home, good thing my husband has a friend in IT from that company so they chatted to fixed and having an access to work from home and good thing it works successfully. My husband goes back to work from home set up, his supervisor just kept quiet but she knows my husband is working already at home. Unfairly Treatment My husband decided going back to home because there are some of his teammates are also low in scores but they are not having their duty to office so husband was not good about it. That's why he finds his way to go back to work at home. But we noticed he doesn't have anymore work from home allowance he asked his supervisor. His supervisor answers that my husband is no longer in the category of working from home he's already forwarded to onsite duty permanently. That was a heartbreaking news. And again husband still working at home, he has still an access to it. Until he was told to return the computer in the office with due date. Husband is forcefully to work onsite permanently. On The Process My husband took long to think what to decide because he's thinking our present situations. But at the end we talked each other heart to heart telling him not to torture himself to do things it's difficult to process difficult to accept if its him can't longer stay anymore. He decided to resign. Why his Ego being Broken **His supervisor didn't inform him to stay out from the team to work on site permanently and being requested quickly to return the computer at the office. For now we are still coping the present situations we have, hoping he can find new job again, and started over again, thank you for reading.Goof day.**

@attentionseeker24 23 October 2022

My Journey in Earning Sites and Apps I'm new here, my friend from noise.cash invited me to join, at first I'm hesitant due to some reasons. Might be I can't have my time in writing articles here. Earning Sites There are two noise sites that I have and trying myself to be active, and good thing I can managed my time slowly. Aside from the blogger sites I have. There are earning apps that I'm been playing years ago. Journey Back then it's difficult to look for earning sites and can't guarantee that you can earn, my first earning sites that was PTC, paid to click, when you click advertisements a rate will go to your account but that was very hard because you must log in everyday to be active. In the end I didn't get any from those. Then I venture to surveys, it was a successful one, I earned from them but there were only two survey sites I have "Toluna" and "Life Points" but recently they are not approving my screening they will just have a notification saying I'm not qualified. Maybe because of the growing competition of earning sites and apps that triggered them during pandemic. About my Nickname With these two sites I've used my nickname as Hellgirl08 but I wanted to change my nickname here, and it came out Attentionseeker24 there's no significant from that nickname it just happened it pop up to my mind. Photo not mine from Pinterest https://pin.it/1oYJDrx My Profile Photo But my profile photo still Hellgirl from the anime series which I'm fond of, because of the characteristics of Hellgirl Her name is Enma Ai the character of Hellgirl from the anime series. The flower which she holds is Red Tiger Lily. Knowing Noise Cash I was scrolling my Facebook at that time when I saw someone posted an earning site describing, you will post something and a BCH will directly go to your wallet address, so I messaged the girl who posted and I sign up.It's been days that I haven't posted anything actually I don't what to do. I don't know where to post my content. Because that girl didn't give any instructions what to do. Until I discovered it by myself and started to post anything and to my surprise a penny goes to my wallet. So I enjoyed my posting and updating my whereabouts. Until I've shared to my online friend about it and explaining the do's and don't s of the site, and she religiously absorb to herself. But eventually rules were implemented being strict than before. That I haven't updated well. Ended up not being good with it. So I made my second account and that's already Hellgirl and it brought luck to me staying in Noise Cash. Meeting a True Friend From my first account I've already met my true friend, we exchanged our telegram username and it's where we've known deeply with our friendship, everybody knows her in noise cash she's popular until now that's Chikky. She's really my good friend until now but we seldom talk due to some instances, I'm busy with my agenda's, house hold chores and everything. But I'll never forget Noise Cash because there are many good things happened to me and a learning ground to explore new things, knowing the inner self we have that we didn't discovered in our normal lives. Expectations I don't expect much but I'll try my best to fit in these article writing platform or they called blogging, I'm still new to these and trying to learn the work around, getting familiar with the set ups and the community my first article is not that long but trying next time to submerged my mind in these society. To express my mind and heart, to share my experiences and knowledge. I'm willing to be taught in every process, and willing to be corrected if there are mistakes I'm doing.