@adoniis 9 August 2022

~BIG DECISIONS~ I made one big decision yesterday regarding my studies and getting my university degree. There's too much happening in my life right now for my liking - taking care of the household constantly, going to my first teaching job in 2 weeks (that will be stressful!). And the thing is - I spend the last 4 months or more just studying and writing and studying every day. On repeat. While I watched other people go on vacations (even my boyfriend was leaving me every weekend, because he went to have a barbecue and nice times with his family while I was sitting at home and studying.). This were the worst holidays ever because I haven't had even a single free day and it kind of broke me yesterday. So I decided to postpone the end of my studies again and thus I will have my bachelor's degree in January next year instead of next month. It will cost me money because you can't just postpone your studies for nothing but I was thinking about it and there are more advantages to this decision than disadvantages. To name a few: not going crazy, having actual time to take care of myself, having time to prepare for my first ever job and actually having time to get ready for the most important exam of my life. Screw the money, I will have them on my account in two months because of the job. To have time to live and to not go crazy from overload is much more important than money.