@abraxas 31 May 2021 more from that month

Sometimes I search my Username on here to see if there are any posts where people may have @'d me (since there's no real way to get notified otherwise). Today I stumbled on a thread where a bunch of people had some awesome things to say about me haha. 🥰🥰🥰 I usually have trouble accepting or compliments made to my face, or acknowledging them. It makes me feel kinda singled out and like I'm being placed higher than other people when in reality I think we all have our strengths and should be loved and respected equally. Honestly even this post is out of character for me and seems kinda weird making... Anyway, seeing people say great things about me "behind my back" was something I'd never really experienced before and honestly, and it actually felt really good and not at all like what I'm used to. I don't really do things with any expectation of reciprocation or acknowledgement - I suppose I should learn to love it more when my "good deeds" get noticed, though. I love you guys - not just the ones in that thread, but like all the people I interact with on here. I dig that we can all just be ourselves and get along, and even if there are disagreements they're usually worked out way better than I'm used to seeing on the internet lol. I really hope Noise will continue to thrive and be a positive experience for everybody (that is, everybody that isn't a no-good spammer 😂). I know right now there's some wonky-donk stuff happening with the "free" tips, but I'm sure the changes being made are for the betterment of everybody on here - more good users will mean more good content, but also more money having to go around. The money we get is coming from a budget and we don't want them to burn through their allowance *too* quickly lol. Let's just remember that the tips we get on here are better than the upvotes we get on Reddit or the likes we get on Facebook. Keep being awesome Noisefam! 🤘🏻❤❤❤