@Zzzz 13 September 2024 more from that month

Being an Asian eldest daughter sucks My family always compare me to my neighbor friends because they have part-time jobs. I'm trying my best to look for one too but my course is so demanding especially my course which is nursing and I'm on my 3rd level. I took this course because here in the Philippines being in a medical field will give you an advantage to work abroad. I don't like my course to be honest, I want a law related course especially Legal Management or Political Science but I need to think practicality that's why I choose this course. My family have a financial problem especially now because my dad’s job which is motorcycle rider is our source of income. That's why my family and my auntie (father's side) pressuring me about getting a part-time job but because of my schedule in school I can't find any job that will fit in my schedule. there is a lot of pressure on me that I don't know how to handle it anymore, my tuition which is 35k php, my demanding course, house hold chores, being an eldest daughter, assignments, and looking for a part time. Maybe someone may think that I should manage my time. I'm trying to manage my time I just can't because I woke up 4am in the morning to get ready to school then 5:30am I will leave our house to attend my 7am-5:30pm class which is 10hrs and 30mins then I will get home by 7pm because of the traffic, after showering I will cook our food but if my mom cooked I'll just eat and do the dishes then I will make my assignments and review some lessons, by 12am-1am I'm done in my task I will sleep 1am-4am. I only got 4hrs of sleep every day how can I look for a part time job? I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe, I'll just choose between working or studying, But I can't let go my studies because this is all I have and this is will be my only weapon to have a stable job and work abroad. Someday I will get back here and read this article of mine, I hope I'm successful when I read this again. Hi, thank you for reading my article! This is my first time writing and I really don't know what to do or how to start to write, I just let my thoughts flow then type it.