Hello handsome and beauties 🤗
How are you today everyone? I do hope you all are fine.
Today's my Birthday, yey. But am I really happy? Well, to be honest I am not. I feel like the time so fast approaching and done but I haven't achieved some of my goals. I mean, my gosh, I want to achieve some of my goals in the list before I turned 30. I am 29 years old today, imagine huhuhu.
If you asked about if I got "handa" , sad because I don't have. We're really in crisis now. Hahahaha. And for me, I will not have handa instead I'll buy my son's needs like milk and diaper so that the next days, I will not have headache of where to find money for those needs. I need to be practical this days. And I also think that someday, I will able to have handa if things get better. As of now, I am contented having my son with me all day. Yes, I am on duty. Mommy duty, lol haha. And the weather isn't fine because it's raining here as usual. We just stayed here in the room all day long. My partner? He's on his work, he'll be here later 5pm this afternoon. And yes, I am having a funny time with my son. He's very playful today and laugh a lot. It's like he's making my day full of laughter.
What I pray and wish today, I do hope that God answers my prayer especially of having a job (Teacher in public). I really hope that I'll be called by the Deped and given an item. And also, to have a healthy family and peace. I wish us all to have healthy body so that we can go through with everyday battles. And I also prayed for my parents and siblings to be okay as they're far from me. Actually, I've got a lot of prayers today. I admit I am crying because it's kind of heavy and I am almost losing my will and faith. But yeah, I need to hold on. I still believe that God is greater than my problems and challenges in life. Everyday is a struggle and challenge day, I need to be strong in facing those and win.
I pray to God give me more patience and strengthen my faith. I also plan on changing some of my decisions and daily routine as I noticed that some are not useful to me. I also looked with my attitude this whole year, and yeah I cam say I have some kind of irritable behaviors. Hopefully, I will able to dismiss those.
That's all for today guys, thank you for reading my post today. And I will start reading some private messages in my messenger. Have a nice day.