The result was out.

Article 174

September 16, 2022

Sometimes there are things that happens unexpectedly, might be happy or sad. And it's up to us if how we handle the emotion that it gives. As for me, there were times that I don't know how to handle emotion and felt so hopeless. And also, if happiness consumed me, I radiate it and gives people around me the happiness I've got.

Yesterday, the Shs result was out. Just before the passing of requirements or just after the demo and interview, I already knew my points. And when we heard that the points needed was 65 just like the last year, I was so happy as I able to reach 69.83 points even if I don't have any teaching experience. In short, ai thought that I was also a qualified teacher applicant for SHS. But when I saw the list without my name, I was totally broken and lost hopes. I was not the only one though coz we really thought it was 65 points needed. But then bang, loss hopes.

Though I passed the JHS rqa, still it's nice if I also did in SHS. As for me, I've got more chance in SHS but I was wrong. But anyway, no matter how much I cry, I can't change the fact that I didn't able to be in the RQA for SHS.

I am still hoping that I will be able to have an item in Jhs . I really prayed to be hired this year. And as for my substitute teaching, I don't know if it still me that they'll prefer to do substitute since it's a SHS teacher who will take the leave. But again, I am still hoping for that.

So, since yesterday I was not fine and broken, my friend @Yzza0625 planned to have a bond. She said they have beer in their house, lol. I was just joking when I told her "shot puno" coz I don't really drink. But then, maybe because I was in pain, I told her that "shoot". And so, in the evening, they came here around 7 pm. I thought it's only one beer but no, they brought two. And I was like, "maglalasing pala talaga". Glad that we had pur partner who drank more than us haha. Lol, I hardly able to finished the two glass with lots of ice.

I also cooked chicken feet, I made a spicy adobo. And lol, @Yzza0625 ate a lot of rice hahaha cheat day for her diet. And I was also ate a lot because I can't take the bitterness of the beer. I hate myself for having a low tolerance with alcohol because when I finished my first glass, I started yawning. And they just laughed at me because they said I was the broken hearted one so I should not let them win. That's why I tried my best not to sleep just because of the one glass of beer.

We had a talked a lot. We even laugh with our children who's enjoying themselves watching rhymes. Well, what's new to them. They decided to go home around 9:15pm when our partner finished the second bottle of beer. And I was so sleepy that I let my partner took care of our son and cleaned the table haha.

So, my day started bad but ended happy. I am also thankful with my other friends who lifted me up and said never give up. They said I still have chance so keep going. That's why here I am, still hoping for a great day ahead and better future. I'll do my thing in order not to be down.

That's all for today guys. Have a nice day.