@Zcharina22 1 May 2021 edited more from that month

When she is about to end her life Baby MIRACLE happen:Her purpose to live.

There was this girl who wanted to die at the age of ten because of many reasons. She knows nothing wrong with her she is perfectly healthy physically but not mentally and emotionally. She knows her family is there for her but she didn't know whats really wrong with her. She just woke up every morning just to show to her family that she is still alive but deep inside she was lifeless. She don't know how to show how vulnerable she is. She is wondering, why is she even alive in this world. She didn't know where to go, what to do, what to think and whats good about her. She's always questioning herself what is her purpose, why she need to study, why her parents obliged her to study well. Why? Those are her questions to her self that need to be answer immediately or else her head going to bomb. Until one day she had a dream that she don't need to worry about everything, about herself, about her life, about her purpose, she just need to wait for everything for one day she will going to see how her life blown to a purposeful life. She didn't know what was that mean.Is she going to believe that dream? Is she going to continue living just for that dream? At the end she gave her life 10 years more to live. If that dream are true then she will face her life again if not after ten years she need to do what she wanted to do before and that is to end her life. Beginning that day she face her life by fixing herself and she begin to study well as her parents told her.She's trying to find her happiness outside her room. She went outside just to pass by at the malls, at the park, at the sea alone. She's wondering why people find happiness in many places when she was already fine at home. Nine years after, she's still holding to that dream that something happen to her life.Until now she didn't know why she's holding to that dream but theres something inside her that she need to wait more, be patience, and to trust that dream before but after 11 months still nothing happen, one month to go. But she coudn't wait anymore she come to the point that she need to stop thinking that dream.She feel like she's fooling herself. This is it again back to lifeless life. She locked herself again for she didn't know what to do again. Is she need to have a dream again for her to continue living? Until she got sleep thinking her purpose again. In the middle of her sleep she had a dream that she need to wait more and more and be patient. After dreaming that message again she fix herself and she begin to hope again to know whats that's dream about.She question herself whats the meaning of her dream when she felt down she heard that voice she's obliged to wait. One day she went to the sea for she need to refresh her mind.When she's walking she heard a gun shot two times. She didn't know what to do, she find herself running to nowhere.She's afraid to a gun shot but she come to think that, why is she running away for this is her chance to die accidentally.She walk slowly for she didn't care anymore if she going to die or not. She's tired of living. Instead of looking for help she stop and stand waiting for the gunman to shot her. For she believe that she can be a witnessed and a witness is a threat to the killer. But nothing happen to her instead she heard a cry of a baby and girl asking for help.At first she hesitated to look and follow where are they but she find herself running and finding where they are. At last she look at them at the sea drowning. She help the mother and the baby to get up at the sea but the mother refuse to save her. All the mother wanted to, is to get away from the sea and save the baby.She wanted her to get the baby and run away for the mother was full of blood and she can't live anymore for she was shot two times and the killer is still finding them. The mother force her to get the baby and to love her as her own. The mother said that the name of the baby is Miracle Rose Agatha. She get the baby and run away for she don't have a choice. She wanted to report to the police what had happened and to give the baby to the DSWD but she was warned not to report anything for the life of the baby is in danger. After seeing the smile of the baby she felt something inside her. Its like contentment, she find herself smiling while talking and playing with the baby. Now she knows whats missing with her its a baby.That is the meaning of her dream having a baby instantly. She felt like the baby completes her.Now, she have now the reason to live.The purpose of her life is to love Miracle Rose Agatha. The baby is her miracle the purpose of her life. Miracle Rose Agatha is now her new hope, new purpose and her new life.She couldn't imagine that her life change after meeting baby Miracle. She wanted to thanks her dream for it guide her to Baby Miracle. Now, she's done to her miserable old life thanks to Baby Miracle. Because of baby Miracle her life is full of joy and excitement everyday unlike before. She's making a promise to herself that she will not go back to her old life again. She need to think Baby Miracle not her own self now. She's hoping that baby Miracle will shine her life forever for she will do everything to make her happy and be contented in life. She will makes sure that as she grow up she will not experience what she had experience before. For she will give the love that she needed in life.