@Yudisutiraa 3 August 2021

Quitting doesn't mean disappearing

Reasons for not writing articles Actually, I don't want to write articles here, it's all because I don't have inspiration to share here because I'm too dizzy and I can't choose the object I want to give. And all this time I've been trying to write and give the best, but I just stopped there and couldn't go any further. I really want to write and write here so that what I think so far can be fully stated, maybe if I write here it can make a long article and can become a novel. But coming back to my main reason is because I don't have any inspiration anymore, unlike when I started here, and that really gives me a lot of inspiration. But after I lost my grandmother, so I started to not be able to think of good things to write, although sometimes I can write it with a feeling of stress. This makes me unable to continue my article, even though I want to but I often can't think well so I only have ordinary thoughts. Six months with read.cash and noise.cash Honestly, I'm very grateful to the founders of read.cash and noise.cash, and don't forget Marc De Mesel who has been the most generous person here. I know and I've always watched Marc De Mesel, but I'm just a fan and have no desire to talk to him, because I feel I don't deserve to talk to him. I'm just a fan of Marc De Mesel who always inspires me to have ambitions to become a successful person in the future. Over the six months I've been here I've made almost 1000 USD, and thanks to read.cash and noise.cash, maybe if I had known read.cash and noise.cash earlier, I could have paid for my grandma and could have healed my grandmother. But the will says otherwise, after my grandmother fell ill I just found out read.cash and noise.cash which can provide BCH and can make me have a lot of friends and family. It's sad indeed, but this is a fateful path, so I can't force that situation, and now I can only get through quite hard days but I have to keep my spirit in achieving my goals. Items that have been purchased from BCH I use my BCH for personal use, and I also give to people in need here, but I will not mention how much value I have given because I don't want my goodness to be known by people. So I will only share how much and what I have bought so far from the BCH results from read.cash and noise.cash. I've bought several items such as: Rice cooker 18$ Gas stove 25$ Smartphone 126$ Fan 18$ Towel 5$ clothes hanger 4$ Blanket 5$ 4$ watch cat food 10$ Dinner plate 5$ Sampo 5$ Bath soap 4$ Toothpaste 3$ wall clock 5$ And food 300$ Total = 699$

This is all the result of almost a year I've been here, I'm very grateful because I can really live from writing articles on read.cash. Because indeed I have experienced hard things in my life so I can't work using my physique because I once had a history of lung disease and had vomited blood 2 times where I had to get a blood transfusion of 3 bags of blood. So I was greatly helped by the presence of read.cash and noise.cash, not that I didn't want to work and earn money, but because my physical body was really weak and didn't allow me to work hard. Whereas I can only use my energy, I can't use my mind because I'm not a smart person, so it's very difficult to get a comfortable job position without using energy. Maybe this is all I can share because I want to show that I'm still there and never left, I'm still here with all my friends to create content on noise.cash so I really can't write articles on read.cash. I hope you guys are entertained with what I give, this is not an article, rather a story that I made and this is really from what I experienced while I was here, thank you very much and good night.