Tonight I really feel like I'm hypnotized, asleep but it feels like I haven't fallen asleep, this happens to me a lot, and it happens for some reason. Sometimes there's something I'm waiting for so I force myself to stay awake when I'm already very sleepy. That's when I felt asleep but still had a high enough awareness of the sound around me but I didn't open my eyes, I don't know, this is really hard to explain.🥴