@Yen 16 May 2021 more from that month

Five Maybe I can start to share something here. Maybe I can breath in here and tell you that I am in heavy feeling now. Been so anxious since last month. I no longer recognize myself because of too much stress that cause me. I want to be a robot who never felt anything. Continue with the life without overthinking. I know , you are so used in reading this kind of article written by me but can you blame me if I will tell you that this is the only way to make me feel better? Six I want to escape for a bit. I want to live my life without worries. I want to be alone and just stare to nothing. I want to tell the problems to please stop for a bit. I can no longer manage them and I am so scared to face everyday life and end up sicked like I experienced two weeks ago. Is that okay if I make some drama here? Forgive me if I choose to share it rather than to hide it as I am not good at it. - Part of my article last night. Good morning!