@Yen 22 July 2020 more from that month

You are my Sonshine

https://read.cash/@Eybyoung/you-are-my-sunshine-fcbe1dbd This is my entry on @Eybyoung post. I already read her article. I actually commented to it. As a I was reading the poem , it feels like the time flashes back and I remember the first time the I saw that two lines on a pregnancy test kit. It was Feb 19 2018. I took a test before I went to the office. Before I put my pee on the kit I am praying, that if its Gods will I will accept it even it is unplanned. Unplanned because we are not married yet but from the time we had an affair I know and I felt already that someone will come into our lives. We have no regrets of having you in our life. Everyone is so excited to see if you are a baby girl or baby boy. My officemates was so careful with me because I am bearing you. I feel so special because I have you. They always touch my tummy, waiting for you to move but you're to shy and didnt give them a kick 😄 I always rendered overtime then, I go home fast because I am priority and I dont need to fall in line just to ride a jeep and bus. I dont need also to walk in the underpass of Ayala that makes me tired because the MMDA assist me everday just to across the road 😂 Your grandparents is so excited too because you are their first grandchild. They already suggested a name even we dont know your gender yet Time comes that we can now reveal your gender. Your are a boy and your father called you Blue. Since then all our friends calls you Blue until now 😄 We are so excited to see you. After my shift in work I will sang you a song or I played a classic music and placed my phone near my tummy. I always prayed for you. I always prayed for my safety delivery. I want to deliver you in a normal way but it cant be because you are a breech and cord coil. So I undergo ceasarian section. I cant explain my feeling when you first cried. I am so high with the anesthesia but I can hear you crying. I thank God becuase you and me were safe that time. Now you are turning two year old in few months. Time flies so past. I have now 2 year old son. My sonshine ❤