My Ex Boyfriends Grandfather.

A month ago, I saw a post on my Facebook account. It was the little sister of my ex boyfriend posted that thier grandfather has a kidney and liver failure. I want to message her or comment on her post to asked how's the condition of their grandfather but I am not comfortable in doing that because I am just a past. I mean they are part of my past like my ex boyfriend but I cannot erase the fact that in the past we had a bonding and I treat them as my family. I decided not to message her but I commented on her post saying that I will pray for her grandfather.

I didn't unfriended the relatives of my ex boyfriend except from her mom and one brother is the most closest to him. His older brother, little sister, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, Niece and even his friends are still my friends on Facebook. I don't want to unfriend them because I am not bitter charot, that's why I am updated whenever they post something. I even see my ex boyfriend on my newsfeed whenever their relatives tagged him haha.

So yesterday. I saw a post again. This time it was a remembering post. Their grandfather died yesterday and my newsfeed are full of black profile picture with candle lights because all of their relatives changed their display pictures. I commented condolence on each of their account. Again, I want to know what happened to Lolo Marciano but I choose not to asked them because I am not a part of their life anymore. I also don't want to be their topic especially my ex boyfriend has a girlfriend already.

Lolo Marciano is a good grandfather to them. When I was still a girlfriend of his grandson, whenever I went to their house in Batangas I always requested a song to him. He was good at singing. I can't remember the title of the song anymore but I remember the hymn. Its about the rodeo 😅 He is also a good barber. He is well known in their place in terms of barber.

I don't know why I'm writing this. It's awkward but I already typed it hehe. I just remember him and also curious about what happened to him. He's good to me before and he give a lot of advice to us but unfortunately my ex and I were not meant to be but still I treat them as my family except from the mom of my ex. I didn't called her as Mama anymore. It's awkward.