Late thought before the day ends.

Lets begin this article by saying a pleasant evening to all of you. Yeah I know , it's is a also late to say it because as I am typing this is already 11:30 AM and I know some of you are in dream land already. 30 minutes from now the time will reset and it will be another day technically.

An anxious day it was for me. As usual , I am getting used to it. You know the eagerness to have a vacation even for just a day just to be breathe and forget about the issues in life around me. I am now wanting for a peace of mind and I don't know if it's be happening or am I just dreaming that it will happened. But to be honest I really wanted it and hopefully God will let me to breath and release all my stress.

There's something happened earlier , it was our neighborhood who having a fight with his son. You know , we are watching television here and we heard something and I know that they are the one who make some noise as they always do that. It seems that the son is under the influence of alcohol and because of that they had an argument until they had a fight resulting that they make a scene because of thier noise.

Each of us is not perfect , that's what I always told to myself but you know what? Im still blessed because even if the relationship of my siblings to my parents is not that close we didn't experience those kind of disrespectful behavior like the one who happened in our neighborhood. I am happy that our parents raised us right especially my father who always told us to respect our parents especially now they are not in good terms. He always said that we need to still respect our mother not matter what happened.

That's why, I followed what I my father said to me. I still love my mother despite of what she has done to our family. Infact I pity her, I want her to stay here but because she has some pride and still talk to my father with a high tone voice then I have need to respect the decision of my father also. When my mother is here even if we are not talking to each other that much I am relieved because we have her here.

Home or a house? Sometimes I thought if it's still a home or house. You know the feeling that this house has a lot of memories back then with the family but turned out like it was a haunted one. Like what I said on my noise.cash post , I am here with my family but I don't know if we are still a family because we didn't talk that much except for my father because we are close.

Our bonding changed. We are not like this before. I mean when we are still young , my siblings and my parents having a bonding. Watching television together , sharing stories and more but as we grew up I felt like we are being distant to each other and I don't know why.

Unfortunately I didn't had a chance to talk to them why our first ended up like this. I don't want an issue and I am acting neutral but in reality I am questioning myself how things turned into that.

Good thing I have my own family. I have a loving husband and an adorable son who makes me calm and happy always. You know the feeling that you always thanked God for giving you a happy family.

Here's my late night thought tonight as I don't have a topic earlier. Well , I have a topic but my mind is not ready to construct it and it feels like I want to make a free writing now in what so ever that comes on my mind. And then I thought of writing an acrostic article again and look , two letters more and I'm done.

Tomorrow maybe I will write the topic that I thought earlier but it's not sure though as I don't know if I am okay tomorrow. For now I just want to right before I will sleep. My husband told me to rest but I said I will make an article first.

Good evening guys! It's already 11:54 now and few minutes left it's another's day na. So yeah. I will going to say good night and thank you for reading.