Finally, I got the courage to visit the doctor.

A couple of days ago I am suffering from the pain from my right and left abdomen and also back pain and as much as I want to go to the clinic for check up I am thinking twice because my husband's medication is still ongoing and I told myself that I will do the check up once my husband medication is done by this week.

Even if I feel the pain I manage to move around in the house because who's the one who will do my responsibility anyways. Its been a week since I am annoyed to my sister and I didn't talked to her. Even if I posted in my Facebook account she's the same. Last Sunday I am not feeling well and I didn't clean the house. Its her rest day and I let her do it and during lunch time she is not finished yet and then her daughter is so makulit to the point that she said to her daughter this line " Madami pakong gagawin. Wag Kang makulit. " Then after an hour I heard her saying this " Okay lang sana kung wala akong ginagawa , mababantayan Kita " . And I was like? Araw araw na ganyan ginagawa ko sa bahay tapos ikaw isang araw palang umaangal kana.

So back to topic.

I know some of you are aware of my condition and you told me to go on check up but I didn't follow it instead I just drink buko juice and do the water therapy. Then earlier , I read the article of Madam @Jeaneth about the condition of his father that is the same symptoms as mine. Upon reading the diagnosis of the doctor to his father , I became afraid and decided to go on the nearest clinic in town proper.

I just asked my Aunt , @molivss mother to look after my niece and my son because I will be going to the clinic.

I went to the clinic and the doctor asked some questions about how I feel and when was the pain in my abdomen started. Then I told him what happened and then he touches my tummy and tap it hard and then he requested some urine test , blood test and abdomen x-ray.

While waiting for the results , I checked my phone and I saw that my mother calling me. I want to cry on the clinic but I try not to cry. I don't know why she calling me but thinking about the idea that maybe she already knew that I'm sick and she want to check me makes me cry.

I waited for a couple of minutes for the results to came and then the doctor told me that I have a kidney infection. He prescribed a medicine which is antibiotics and pain reliever that I will take twice a day and after seven days I will be back to the clinic to check if there's an improvement or if I am totally healed.

When I reached our house , I my day my photo which is this.

Then my father , @Kai09 and my Aunt replied to my story. My father told me to take good care of myself. I want to tell him that how can I take good care of myself if I can't rest even if I am not feeling well. I am crying while having a conversation to Kai because she's the only person who I shared all of my problem and feelings.

My husband didn't know that I do the check up now.

PS: My husband went home and I told him that I went to the clinic and I said I have a kidney infection and he said good thing yun lang daw because the medication is easy. Today is his 2nd dose of vaccination and he also not feeling well because of Sid effects thats why I didn't obligated him to move and I am the one who prepared for our dinner even if my abdomen is still in pain.

I am hoping that I will be better after taking the medication and promise myself that I will take good care of myself and avoid the food that is not healthy on my kidney.

I am also asking for some prayers. It will help a lot ♥️

Thank you for reading and God bless 🙏