@Xavierzyxks 20 November 2020 more from that month

Monster I ran and hid To escape this greed If solace refuse to be my fortress I will plea abyss to let me In their midst For even death denies its gate Laughing at my suffering An end it refuses to bring I also ask heaven to spare me a wing But instead sent me a whirlwind To bring me back to that day When Im still sane.