@Valryan14 22 September 2020

Let Me Introduce Myself (A Poem)

***I screw myself over the most.*** ***I'm a troubled soul, full of doubt.*** ***Trying my best figure things out.*** ***But it's hard when my demons love to shout.*** ***I like to smoke pot and use poetry to cope.*** ***You can tell I'm venting it out in any verse I wrote.*** ***I hold onto faith even when I'm out of hope.*** ***Working so many hours to remain broke.*** ***Chasing a dream everyone thinks is a joke.*** ***I tend to wear my pain like it was a coat.*** ***Always living my life on the edge.*** ***Cause inside I'm standing on the ledge.*** ***Because emotionally I'm in a wedge.*** ***Hoping I can find love inside of lust.*** ***And no one in my life I can trust.*** ***I'm always overthinking cause I'm always right.*** ***Listening to that voice in my head that makes me think twice.*** ***Questioning people's intentions if they are being nice.*** ***If it's to good I know it's not real.*** ***Cause the only thing that's real are these feeling that won't heal.*** ***Along with demons that are out to kill.*** ***I'd do anything just so I can have my family back.*** ***But now I got so many knifes stabbed in my back.*** ***Along with haters who love talking smack.*** ***See I'm just a lone wolf without a pack.***  ***It's why when you hear my raps you know I'm not an act.*** ***I'm just surviving in a world that's dying.*** ***It's why I'm always trying even when inside I'm crying.*** ***Seems like life's a lesson and I'm always paying.*** ***It's why I'm praying God hears what I'm saying.*** ***I'm not playing, my soul needs saving.*** ***And these demons I'm slaying cause this is my destiny that God is paving.*** ***You hear what I am saying?***

HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT :)