We Don't Talk Anymore

Published: August 12, 2022
Time: 11:52 AM
Article #: 180

I'll let you know right away that this blog is not about my love life before you start thinking about anything. But to be quite honest, I've been feeling bad about a certain person who is important in my life.  In order for me to ponder more, I believe that I need to express what I'm feeling. First of all, I'm not the kind of person to quickly forget things, especially friends. When I think others are paying me a little less attention or are avoiding me, I quickly become grumpy. I'm not sure, but perhaps my attitude isn't all that horrible. I can even ask for assistance with ease. I suppose I'm the kind of person who can be reached by phone. If I don't have much to contribute, I'll still make an effort to give something, no matter how small.

In order to make this narrative shorter, I'll just share my irrational rant about this particular person with you. So, after 13 years of friendship, I can honestly claim that he is one of my closest friends since I consider him to be a brother. So here is what happened; he contacted me that day asking if he could borrow money because he was a little short on cash. I didn't hesitate to lend him the money because I had it at the moment. Additionally, I advised him not to pay if he was still short on cash.  So here's my pal, always apologizing for not being able to return it immediately away.

I even said, "I know him; it's okay." As time passed, I saw that he continued promising to repay the money. Since I am obviously not prosperous, I just simply said, "okay lang, return it back if you are okay na". But to be honest, it feels like I just don't want to bother him. Ayoko din kasi ng naniningil ng utang since I also experienced na maging short sa pera. 😪

Now, when I was thinking about other things, I unexpectedly noticed him active on Facebook. I was considering messaging him to at least try to talk, but I held back because I knew he would just seen zone me. As I am writing this, I am feeling a bit worried about our friendship. Is it over? Parang ayoko na tulog magpautang pag ganito. Sila pa masama loob. 😣

Anyways, that's all for now. I am sorry if I am being a bit dramatic na naman. That's just how I am so soft-hearted lang talaga. （＞人＜；）

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