@Usagi 10 February 2021 more from that month

we could be perfect, only if we tried. we could be the best only if we did work it all out. every day i had doubts of the decisions i made and it would be a lie if hadn't thought about us. it was sincere. the feelings i meant, the effort and time. it would be a lie if i hadn't thought of ending it. i had doubts in me, of not giving much the way you deserve more. i had doubts i would be lacking in so many ways and i'm not even wrong. every day I'm trying to apologize about all the faults i've done. i broke everything there is of you. i ruined your hope, your generosity. i had doubts of everything i say that it might not be sincere one day. i fear, it would crash your world. and darling, twice, i was right. it all fell apart, when i said that night my final goodbye. —cessang. Lyrics on photo from: 13 by LANY Photo from: hi_to_me82