@Umaru_chan 18 November 2021 more from that month

November 18, 2021 Hey there, it's sharing time what's on my mind. Seems like I became quiet in here and even on read. cash for the reasons that I don't feel like sharing stories anymore, I miss writing poems, fiction and nonsense stuff and whatever is on my plates but some situations are stopping me to do so like a few months ago, I was chasing new projects on smartBCH, Bagging some tokens to hold and that's the reason why I cannot keep on track to studies as well plus the environment here is not a place where I can focus on my academics too. Uhmm, lately, I became inactive too on trading and most likely like a mushroom everywhere. The thing was, there is anxiety, doubt and confusion on my mind. Dunno what to feel but I am so happy with someone and whenever we have some chance to talk to, I feel so damn special that can easily fade my problems away. But then again, I can't sleep at midnight, counting sheep won't work too. Some people say, focus but it wasn't that easy. Some people say time management is the key, how can I manage my time when I am not the one who is holding it. Some people say unwind, and that's what I am always doing but healing takes time.