@Umaru_chan 19 April 2022

Sometimes I pity myself for not voicing out how I truly feel and what I wanted but whenever I voice out something to defend myself or just be plain honest, it will result in disasters. I don't know how to put it simply, sometimes being silent is the best idea for peace of mind, avoiding anxieties and being invisible. I want to be heard too, with a meaningful and comfortable conversation and without that judgement in your eyes, without that admonish of yours. No matter how I try to look at every bright side, I always feel belonged to that dark side and see myself glow and shine.