How I struggled in my Life and how I started to rise up again My Life was kinda mess. I didn't had any Friends. I really felt alone. I was a Loner. But to this, I also searched for something in Life I really wanted to do. I was so confused, cause I didn't know what I really wanted to do / accomplish in Life. How I found Friends again Technically it isn't such a big Story. I just wrote an old Friend of me, if he wants to come and have a drink with me like in the old times. The Fact that helped us connected really good, was because we were almost in the same Life Situation. We met almost every Weekend and talked about everything. That was my start to find Friends again. In the "Friends" Part isn't much more. Im still searching for some other Friends, but I want to have real Friends, that support me, so I better wait than decide to quick. How I found what I wanted to do in Life I was so confused. I didn't knew what I wanna do with my Life. I really have to say, I didn't had any hope. I thought I will be a hopeless failure and will never find anything in Life. Till I got an Guitar. I always loved famous Guitarists, and finally I got an E-Guitar. That was my first real touch with making Music. And I can really tell you: It saved me! The first time after a long Time I found Hope again in my Life. I wanted to make Instrumental Music with my E-Guitar, but also I wanted to play in a Band. My biggest dream was to maybe make a Living from my Music in some Years. That would be so cool! I can tell you: Im not making a Living with it right now, but Im on a good Way. Im onto releasing my first Solo Instrumental Album and my Fans and Followers raise. That makes me happy to see. To this I might get a small Label Deal in the Future, it's not sure, but I got some good Connections and it technically could happen. What did I learned? In Life, you always will have up and downs. It's like an Roller Coaster. I learned even how hopeless a Situation might seem, there will be better times coming! 100% To this, I learned that I have the Control and the Power of my Feelings. No one have to care if Im happy, except me. It might sound sketchy, but It's all about positiv thinking. Whoever struggles right now out there, feel hugged and believe that it gets better, because it will be. Thanks for reading a small little Story about my Life!