The worst scenario ever is in "Not knowing what you really want" Take that bold decision to leave that entanglement. Focus on one way, don't try to use a stone to kill 2 birds at a time. Take that decision today, it might hurt but you both would survive the scares and ravages. You need to really move on when you feel the best offer awaits you. Grab it rather than putting yourself in an unnecessary imbroglio. Your decision might be hurtful but trust, it would be perfectly understood. All is about Time. It will heal