@TheMage 6 September 2022

another day ahead... yay? old friends from when I was a kid have a get to gather...first time in a long time.. not looking forward to it for many reasons. dont much get along with or understand most folks anymore. gonna be a very hard very stressful day if I opt in...may just be a bad friend and stay away... my mental well being is bad as is and i really dont want to... but then the guilt and iam sure they do not understand nor care to... urgh sorry ranted first thing. ill just sum it up with sure iam a very lonely creature that rarely hangs out... its one of two things...iam a horrible unlovable wretch or locals are heartless and unwilling/able to see things from any way not there own or socially accepted. If I was wealthy I would love to move away but...whole worlds a mess if Canada is this cruel to its own... and everyone assumes its great is there any hope? eep still ranting. anyway stressful day very much so. stressful year. stressful decade. be safe folks. times are strange.