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After a nine-year relationship, he effortlessly married the girl of his parents' choice that day. He sent me some messages 20 minutes before I confessed. Most of the messages were like this Forgive me for that. I didn't know how to forgive him that day. I can not forgive at all! However, I replied to the message. Wrote I forgive you, may your new life be beautiful. I don't know if I said it from the heart. However, she could not believe that she was getting married. It seemed like maybe he was joking, maybe he was testing me. But no she was really married. Neither of the two families accepted our relationship. I thought I would persuade my parents anyway after finishing my studies. I made a promise to both of them that no matter what, I would never leave anyone. Who will win the love. I forgot that there is a thing called destiny. My family gave me time to study but her family kept seeing one girl after another for her. The more he talked to his family about me, the more his family disagreed. One day he said Let's run away and get married One day everyone will agree. Then at that moment I thought of my father's words and thought of respecting my father's values ​​and gave him back. I didn't know when I had passed 9 years. As if he has become my habit. I never thought I would have to live without him. I didn't expect to see anyone else next to him in a tuktuk red sari. I could not accept that it was not my destiny. It was hard to believe that all the thousands of dreams seen together would turn out to be false. It seemed that the world might have stopped. It was supposed to go a long way but I didn't expect to give up like this in the middle. Well, he didn't even remember me for once when he confessed. Once he did not get the chest cape. Once he thought about how I would move forward without him. I've heard a lot of stories about marrying girls under the pressure of family, but in my case I didn't think it would be the other way around. He left me that day for the sake of his family. Blame me Said I wanted to escape Why not escape! I couldn't tell him who is a much better father than him. Middle class girls have to think a lot. I couldn’t go against the family. Hmmm, it was hard. It was as if I was in agony. When he was drunk with his new wife in the living room, I was spending the night crying in despair. Husband-wife relationship is a halal relationship given by Allah, in which Maya love is given by Allah Himself. It was very normal to forget me. But there was no one beside me at that moment except Allah. I was alone. Got in trouble When I woke up in the morning on the first day of his separation, I saw that he had no message on the phone. Time and time again it seemed that the man I was claiming was now someone else's husband. 9 years is a long time. Thousands of words and thousands of memories were accumulated. It would not have been possible to delete it in one day. But I was going to end up squeezing the sleeves. I did not have the courage to stand up. I started to get the punishment of the joy of a few days of haram relationship in the world. Every now and then I realized how stupid I was. I used to pray that no girl would pass such a day. I tried to keep busy with myself. Maybe I was able to stand up because I gave the most importance to the family. Whatever else he leaves in the middle for the sake of his family I realized then that it was not really good. I accepted that Allah has a good plan. Maybe he wasn’t benevolent to me. It takes a long time to forget who a cheater is. Humans are big strange creatures The one who hurts them remembers them the most. I would comfort myself. Because there was no one beside. I was going through a difficult day alone. I started to be busy with my career. Because I don't want to lose him He pretended to have lost me. I do not know the punishment for breaking the promise. They live well in the world. But God is the only one who will judge. I would only pray for him to be well. May God forgive him. I couldn't get rid of it even if I wanted to from the corner of my mind. On the other hand, he is better than Dibbi. One point of remorse I did not see in him. Maybe he thought he had made a good decision like tie time. I have developed myself today. Established. I have traveled many paths alone. Maybe I did it because I didn't go against my family. Sacrificed love. But the family did not leave. One thing I have come to understand is that only one parent in the world loves their children without any interest. He also gave priority to his family. I could have made a last effort to unite the two families if I wanted to, but he gave up. His love was finally lost that day. Feelings were suppressed in the depths of reality. Today there is no pride. What has happened is for the better. But even today, in the midst of hundreds of successes, there is still a pinch of love for him in the corner of my mind. Because my feelings were not false. He wants to know if he thinks of me, or if he still has zero feelings like that day. Those of you who love to read stories stay with me with a fan request. Good luck to all the loving coup